He's Mine || Minsung

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Minho has never really been good at relationships. He would easily start to like people but the second he started liking them or trusting them too much, he would push all his feelings away as much as he could. He told him self constantly that he couldn't let new people into his life. He had always said He believed his two best friends were all he would ever need but everyone always knew that deep down he wanted to find new people but he wasn't letting himself. He wasn't letting himself trust or Love again because he was scared. He didn't just want more friends though. He always longed of finding his soulmate. He had always believed in true love and  soulmates but Ever since that night, 2 years and 2 months ago, he would always be very worried and suspicious when meeting new people. The only people he trusted were his best friends- Changbin and Felix.

They were there when he experienced the three worst nights of his life, and they tried their hardest to help Minho forget and overcome those nights. They eventually did. After two whole years. They watched and listened to him every night when he broke down, cried, screamed, woke up sweating and crying from nightmares and they just comforted him. It broke their heart seeing their best friend in this mess, They tried their best to help Minho but they never felt like they were good enough. Their best friend had gone through so much in the space of three months and they desperately wanted him to smile, laugh and be him self again. They didn't know how else to help him but little did they know, Just being there with Minho was enough for him. After all, they were the only two people he trusted. But it hadn't always been like this.

He Also Trusted His Mum.

The most beautiful and kind-hearted women he knew. She didn't deserve the life she was given, she deserved so much better and Minho made a promise to himself that when he could, he would give his mum everything she needed. However, she was gone before that day came.

2 years and 3 months ago. The day he stopped believing in Love.

2 years and 1 month ago.The day he stopped trusting.

2 years ago. The day he gave up.

             
                                    ★★★

He remembers the day he came out to his parents so clearly. One of the three days that constantly played over and over again in his head like a nightmare he couldn't escape. He remembers sitting on his bed, his leg bouncing up and down rapidly as he waited for his parents to get home. The words he was going to say out loud for the first time ever repeating in his head along with loads of questions he didn't want there.
When the door eventually opened the only thing that stopped him from backing out was his friends comforting words. To this day he remembers exactly what they said. If only those words were true. If only his family was as kind, caring and understanding as theirs. However, he built up the courage And he did it. He came out to his parents. Something he really regretted.

𝚆𝚑𝚢? 𝚆𝚑𝚢 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚒 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝? 𝙸𝚟𝚎 𝚛𝚞𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙸𝚝𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚞𝚕𝚝. 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚞𝚕𝚝!!

These few words were the only things Minho managed to think or say for a few weeks after coming out, sometimes still coming back to him now, two years and 3 months later.
Whenever Minho expressed how guilty he was for ruing everything for his mum, she was there to comfort him as well as Changbin and Felix. But not his dad.
Well, his dad now hates him. it wasn't only Minho his dad hated after that day though, sadly his mother too. His mum supported Minho with everything he did, including coming out but his dad was the complete opposite. He wanted Minho to marry a women and have his own family. 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝙼𝚈 𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚗𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚕 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚏 𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝. 𝙻𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚕, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚘.
His dads harsh words stuck with him for ages considering these were the last words him and his mother ever heard off his dad.