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Jungkook PoV

I let go of Rose's hand and stand up. "I'm going home now. I need to talk to Lisa."

"She's not at home. She's upstairs in her bedroom, old bedroom." She smiled at me. I know she's happy now, and I feel a bit happy too.

"Thank you and, don't go behind each other's backs because from experience." They both looked at me. "It's not healthy."

"Thank you again. You did good." Jimin smiled then looked back at Rose.

I didn't waste any time to move towards the stairs and to see her. When I got to her door I hesitated to open it.

I really want to see her and hold her but I still think she's angry at me. What I did to try and keep her safe was out of order. I shouldn't have locked her in the kitchen and expected for her to come running back in my arms.

With a bit of motivation towards myself I opened the door but what I found was not what I wanted to see.

The room was empty, she wasn't in it. In frustration and annoyance I sat down on her bed with my hands on my knees. I was facing down and thinking about all the times I've spent with her.

The first time I saw her she was scared of me. She always stuttered whenever she spoke to me, in which I found cute.

The night walk through Paris in the rain. First kind of dinner date, where she ate a lot of french fries.

When she tried to help that little girl from her so-called-father. How every time I said she didn't do something that I told her she would do it for her sister.

I found her so brave and strong. I also found the way when she scrunches up her nose she looks like a bunny rabbit.

The most sad part of this 'relationship' is that sometimes I don't think I'm meant for her. That I'm not what she needs, I shouldn't have met her, spoke to her, held her. None of it. Not even loved her.

"You know," I looked up. "It's weird to know that I'm not freaked out by this anymore. Having people pop up in my room without me knowing." She smiled. "It's starting to be a normal thing."

"Hi." I said quietly.

"Hi." She said back sitting down next to me.

"I can hear that Jimin's back. How did it go ?" She asked.

"Well turns out he was only with Irene to help Rose because she gave her a non-realistic disease. But don't worry it's not a real thing, I compelled it out of her so she's fine now." I smiled looking down.

"And how are you ?" I could see that she titled her head in the corner of my eye. Whenever she does that she looks like a cute puppy. And I couldn't help myself but look.

"I'm fine thank you." I smiled and she smiled as well. "Well I'm going to go home. It's getting late and you should get some rest."

"Please don't leave." She held my wrist. "I heard what you thought and I don't agree with it. You are the one for me, you are what I need, you should've met me, spoke to me, held me." She caressed my hand. "Loved me."

"Lisa, all I do is bad things. You are a good and pure person and, I feel I can ruin that for you." A tear fell from both hers and my eye. "I've already ruined you by making you what you are."

"That's not true." She cried.

"It is. I am not just rude and mean, I'm bad for you. I'm a bad and evil person that doesn't deserve someone so sweet and caring." I cried with her. "You Lisa Manoban are you person who deserves love and happiness, but being with me I'm taking that all away."

"You haven't. You have given me life. You've given me happiness Jungkook. Please don't leave me." She held both of my hands. "If this is about Irene we can forget about her, we can carry on our lives as we were."

"Lisa I can't do that to you-"

"Before my parents died they told me something. They told me that when I find someone I love I would do anything for them. And that other person is you." Our tears were both fallen fast and hard that I couldn't even stop them, if I tried nothing would happen.

"Lovers hold on to anything. Lovers hold on to everything. I need you now more than ever Jungkook, and if you walk away you've taken that away for me." She looked at me dead in the eye. "You say your bad for me and your taken all my happiness away from me but if you leave this room and out of this house. Then your ruining me."

We both cried holding each other's hands and not letting go. I don't want to leave this house or room. I want to hold her in my arms until my immortal life ends. I want to create amazing memories with her that we both can't forget.

I want to stay with her until this world ends. But at the same time I don't want to hurt her.

"Lisa..."

"Please, I've already lost my parents and I almost lost my sister. I can't loose you too. Please." I can't take this anymore, I can't.

"Ah, I hate it when you cry." I let out a little laugh then pull her towards me.

"I love you with all my heart Jeon Jungkook. Not even you can take yourself away from me." She wrapped her arms around me as I did the same.

She let me go and pulled me up the bed, she then pulled the covers over us. I had my arms around her still as she faced the other way.

I was honestly flattered that she didn't want me to go. I thought she would still be angry and want me to leave but no. She wanted me to stay.

"No matter what happens to us Jungkook, I want you to know that I will always love you. Even if you trap me in the kitchen again. I will always love you." And again I was flattered. I laughed then kissed her head.

"I love you."-"I love you." We both said in union.

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