The Devil In Disguise // Liskook ft Jirosè COMPLETED

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Jungkook PoV

"If you think I'm going to help you, I'm not. I'm letting you stay here and that's it okay ?" He pointed his fingers at me with a frown.

Last night I drove off from Lisa and continued to drive. When I reached Han River I took it upon myself to walk over the bridge and jump.

But that didn't go so well.

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"I can't do this." I mumble to myself as I get out of the car.

I walked on the grass hitting my head with frustration and anger. What I did and said will haunt me forever, honestly. Hurting the one I love the most, it's painful.

I sat down on the grass with my hands on my head, elbows on my knees and closing my eyes.

No one except my sister and Namjoon have seen me as a careless, thoughtless, wasteful demon. I did not care about anyone or anything until I met her.

As a demon you go through a lot of things that normal people just don't understand. You have to make sacrifices and surrender everything that you loved at the time.

For me, it was my parents. I had to surrender my feelings towards them in order to be worthy of being someone who could potentially be king.

I absolutely loved my mother. I was a momma's boy, 100%. Irene was always making father proud with the decisions she made. Me, I always did what my mother said.

But once they were murdered that all changed. I became someone who did not care for anything. When Namjoon caught my mood he made it his mission to see me smile.

He is my best friend and he did make me smile. In fact, he is the one who showed me who Lisa is. He said whilst I was busy in the pits of hell, he was roaming around trying to find someone for me.
It was only him and Irene that kept me sane.

But that changed when I met Lisa. 

She was everything to me, she was my rock, keeping me up and positive. She was the one who brought me absolute happiness.

But now, that's all changed because of my idiot odyssey. I've drove her away. Now, I'm just a mess with hardly any humanity.

Once I stood up I looked at the bridge and thought of something that no one could do, but what do I have to loose yeah ?

At this moment I'm walking along the bridge, well not walking more like stumbling. But anyway, once I reach the middle of the bridge I stand on the railing and proceed to walk off.

But he obviously wouldn't let that happen, twat.

"What on earth are you doing ?!" He yells at me pulling me down and hitting the back of my head.

"I was about to jump obviously." I say bluntly and try to get back up but he pulled me down. 

"Get in my car now I'm taking to back to Lisa." He pulled my arms but I was able to pull it back.

"That's the reason Taehyung, I'm about to walk off this thing because of her." I yell causing him to still pull me in the car.

"Then you can stay at my house tonight, I'm not leaving you out here alone."
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"Why are you helping me ? You didn't have to save me from the bridge, you could have left and watch me fall." He looks at me like I've insulted him for the 10th time.

"You may not realise it with that big head of yours but Lisa is like my little sister. Seeing her happy makes me happy, and although I may not like you, your my friend too kind of." He shrugged.

"Now get some sleep and we'll talk in the morning." He proceeded to walk up the stairs but he stopped.

"Why were you out at 3 am ?" I asked.

He then whispered. "Jennie's on her period so she asked me to get her some food." He then smiled and walked upstairs.

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From a horrible night I was woken up by a very angry women who was hitting me. Thank you for that Jennie.

"Hey douche, wake up." She kicked me this time.

I sat up rubbing my eyes to hopefully wake up. "Excuse me ?"

"Rose called me and told me everything. Now get up and fix it before I kick you again." She walked off to the kitchen leaving me confused.

I understand she's not happy about what I did but neither am I. I left because that was the best thing for her, me being with her wasn't helping at all.

I'm just someone who is dragging her down the wrong path for someone who deserves happiness. Not darkness.

Whilst I was still sitting down Taehyung came back in the room and handed me some food. "Eat, you look pale."

"That's not what I'm craving." I shook my head hoping he would understand what I mean.

"Well I'm not an expert in hunting bunny rabbits so, can't help you there." He shrugged. In which that gave me an idea.

"Tell me, who in this world do you hate the most ?" I asked with him giving me a confused look.

"Why ?"

"Because I need something stronger than animal blood so, you tell me who you hate and I'll fix that problem who you." I smirked.

"Oh I see." He started to nod his head. "You want Jennie to kill me if I tell you. News flash, ain't gonna happen."

"Come on, I know there's someone. If anything I will deny that you ever told me such a thing."

"You promise not to tell anyone that I told you ?" He looked at me with hope that he could trust me.

"I promise." I nodded.

"Okay then."