Disclaimer (please read):
This story reaches out to sensitive topics so please if you can not handle that then please do not read the
This story contains:
• blood
• swearing
• violence
• bullying
• depression
Please continue on your own risk...
Beep Beep
I slowly woke up wishing it was still night. I grabbed my phone and saw a message pop up.
Stop being a sad b*itch, drop the act
I put my phone down on my nightstand and held my legs to my chest as a tear slipped out of my eye. I quickly wiped it off and got dressed. I took a deep breath before I exited my home.
(Time skip to school)
As I walked into my school I heard everyone start to whisper. Suddenly I felt a cold liquid poured on top of my head.
"Oops my bad"
I turned to see a smirking Jennie. I just brushed my hair out of my face making it to my locker.
Slam!
My locker slammed right in front of my face I already knew who it was but still turned to face the person. There in front of me was the one and only king of the school Yuta.
"Oh look who it is, it's sad b*tch" he said while laughing and soon everyone in the halls joined in.
"You're right babe" Jennie said while laughing, Yuta just rolled his eyes at her.
I'm not sure but somehow those words he said shattered my heart break slightly. Maybe it's because I use to like him. Then the bell rang
"See you later b*tch" Jennie said while walking to her class and Yuta followed with his group of friends. I entered my class
"Everyone please take a seat" my teacher said
I walked to the back off the room and took a seat away from everyone since no one really wanted to sit next to me but it's fine I guess. The teacher soon started her lesson but my brain tuned out since I can't focus on lesson no matter how hard I try. Especially because I have major depression.
(Time skip lunch time)
I was about to make it to the lunch room but I got stopped by Jennie and her friends
"You're coming with us right now" Jennie said while forcibly grabbing my wrist leading me to the bathroom. I didn't fight back I didn't have the energy to. When we got to the bathroom I saw her friends pull out a lunch tray. I just looked at them
"You're so fake and stupid so maybe we would teach you a lesson" She spoke to me
(Yutas P.O.V)
I didn't see y/n enter the cafeteria and lunch is almost over. Where the hell is she.
"Hey guys I forgot something in my locker I have to go get it" I got up before they could say anything to me and walked past the girls bathroom when I heard someone throwing up
(Your P.O.V)
They started forcing me to eat the food. Every last bit of it.
"Now throw it up you b*tch" Jennie said pushing me to the toilet and I started throwing up everything I had ate. I felt a sharp pain when Jennie kicked me in the stomach. Then I heard someone enter
"Guys stop!"
I turned to see Yuta standing there. I wiped myself off.
"We were just having fun babe nothing more" Jennie said while walking towards Yuta pouting "don't be mad"
Yuta instantly pushed her away "ya you may have been having fun but"
When I thought he would stick up for me but why would I ever think that
" what if you were caught" he finished "then what, now clean up this mess"
I suddenly stood up and started to run out of school. I didn't care if anyone caught me, and as much as I wanted to cry I couldn't nothing came out. I just kept running home and ran to my bathroom and shut the door. I looked in the mirror, and reached in the cabinet drawer. I grabbed a razor blade. My hands started to shake as I put the razor on my wrist and made a cut on my wrist and then another one after another. I finnaly dropped the razor blade as my blood spilled out of my wrist. I suddenly fell on the ground then something clicked in my brain and I now couldn't feel anything anymore. I just saw blood rush out of my wrist. I stood up and then walked into my bedroom, I looked at the time 5:00 p.m I need to try and fall asleep which takes me about 3 to 4 hours per day.
(Time skip 7 a.m)
I slowly woke up and put on my hoodie and walked to school, like usual everyone started whisphering
"B*tch!!!"
I heard someone familiar call my name as I turned around I saw Jennie, she looked at me up and down before speaking
"Why are you wearing a sweatshirt during summer"
I just walked to class hearing her screaming behind me but I already entered my classroom.
"Today we have a shortened schedule as you all know after this class you may go home" the teacher said while walking in the class
I didn't pay attention today like I usually do and looked out the window.
Ring Ring
The bell rung everyone quickly went out of the classroom. I picked up my stuff and soon started to exit the classroom. Suddenly someone pushed me into the lockers making a loud bang.
"Who told you that you could walk away when I was talking to you b*tch*
Jennie. I didn't answer her. I didn't want to answer her.
"So now you're not answering me y/n. I thought you knew better" she shook her head and motioned her friends towards me. I tried to walk away but I couldn't back up anymore. Everyone in the hallway was watching they suddenly started to grab my shirt and tried to pull it of. Jennie walked up and joined them. I was screaming for someone to help me, anyone but everyone else was just laughing like it was the funniest joke they've ever heard. I struggled to fight back, suddenly my eyes started to fill up with tears was this the same incident that happened to my mom. I started to cry. They pulled off my hoodie and I quickly grabbed my hoodie back crying and ran out to the edge off a river. I need to end this once and for all
"Y/n!!"
I heard someone shouting I turned around and Yuta stood there.
"Don't do this" he spat out
I've had enough I finnaly spat out my feelings at him shouting
"WHY DO YOU CARE! You just stood there while they were pulling off my shirt! You thought I was like what everyone else thought!! An attention seeker!" I screamed every word I said "DID IT EVER COME TO YOU THAT MAYBE I WAS ACTING LIKE THAT FOR A REASON! Huh, I wouldn't be like this if my mom wasn't raped and killed along with my dad! You didn't think of that did you. Well it doesn't matter anymore because I'm finnaly going to say goodbye... forever"
I slowly turned my back to the edge and closed my eyes. Finnaly an end. I started to lean back.
(Yuta's P.O.V)
She started to lean back. I ran to her and grabbed her pulling her to my embrace. I'm not losing you today y/n, not today, not ever.
(Y/n P.O.V)
Before I fell I felt someone pull me towards there chest and sit on the grass with me in there grasp. I suddenly started to cry the hardest I've ever cried. And I felt a warm jacket on me.
"Everything's going to be okay I promise"
Yuta, it was him. Why couldn't he just let me die. I felt him hold me tighter. I suddenly hugged him back. I'm not sure why it just felt right.
" I love you to much to let you go"
My heart skipped a beat.
I love you too Yuta even if I don't say it.
I finnaly felt safe and finnaly everything might be okay... for the first time
