This story has been transferred from @sillymarano account since it couldn't be updated anymore on there so there will be a lot of changes on this one..
Written on: August 27, 2019 (NOT EDITED) Hey guys!!! Guess who's back!? That's right! I am!!! 😁👏🏻 sorry I've been MIA on yall for a really long time, I just been going through personal problems 😅💕 but I should be officially back when I tell you that I'm starting to have more ideas for this story as I read it all over again 😊👏🏻 so we should be good.. if you by any chance don't remember what happens in this story just go back to chapter 1 please 😘 yall have missed out on a lot from my school life & I think I can tell you all 😅 welp, I have to do 12th grade all over again... so, class of 2020 I guess 🤷🏻♀️ they messed up my credits I mean like.. come on now 🤦🏻♀️ anyways, I start school on September 3rd.. when do yall start? Or when did you start? I'm nervous bc people might be bombarding me with questions of why I'm back... I hate talking about it bc I feel like a failure 🥺 I'm 18 yrs old tho!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 got my school supplies today but decided not to be getting much for my OFFICIAL last year of high school & I'm gonna make sure I focus more on school first 🤷🏻♀️ I've been sad for the past days bc of everything that's been going on... I needed an official break from story writing 😔 I hope yall understand... I mean..
1. I competed but didn't make it to finals to be able to get a scholarship... I'll practice extra hard this time.... 2. Finding out that I have failed 12th grade left me devastated... I'm not smart like others.. 3. Drama between me & 3 others.. it was super chaotic.... 4. I've been called so many things by my own dad bc of my relationship... apparently I won't have a future 😔💔 5. Lots of bad things happened with me in the 2018-2019 school year.. mainly year 2019 was full of shit & gave me bad memories... 6. I lost friends bc of that 7. My best friend moved to PR 8. Just recently found out that one of my favorite culinary teachers Mr. Wade is transferring to teach at a different school now... I made lots of goid memories with him... we had a strong bond.. saw him as a father figure to me & he looked after me... he gave me advice & helped me when needed.... we have like a love/hate friendship..... I just grew close to him.. that's all 9. I had lots of panic attacks so sudden in school mainly during fire drills.... 10. I still continue to get dizzy in school even tho I drink plenty of water so CLEARLY water doesn't help.. water isn't the main problem...
That's all..... I've been doing better since then & I plan to make this school year even BETTER & I will plan to help Ms. M with anything needed.. no more silly chef in da house.. I will be more focused.. serious & helpful... I might be doing community service this week for Wednesday, Thursday & Friday for Ms. M to help put the kitchen back together to get ready for the school year.... I don't even have a class schedule yet like everyone else does 🤷🏻♀️ so there's that... I will be doing C•CAP this year but Idk if I'mma do DECA this year... I just need a simple break... traveling & meetings was fun & all but I think it distracted me from my classwork... leads me to failing... what I will do is prabably join clubs.... that's if I don't have to take credit recovery this year... in the pic in the media shows the senior culinary class of 2019 & I'm in it bc I was a senior like the others.... (from left to right) we have Diamond, Ms. M, Ayanna, Elima, Me, Mr. Wade, Ms. Landon & Keilina.... the culinary class of 2019 is like family to me bc as others left each year... the rest of us were together in that class for 3 years... 10th, 11th & 12th grade..... I will be there for year 4 now... HOPEFULLY, but ... The thing was Ms. M started teaching when we were in 10th grade.... so we were mainly Ms. M's babies... we been with her for all 3 years & she gonna have me there with her for 4 years... as for that... we been in Cici's life for the past 3 years... I will be in Cici's life for the 4th year... & many more to come... when Cici is more older like around 10 yrs old I'll hopefully have my first child by then.... speaking of which .. as of for Cici... she turns 7 next month on the 28th.... such a big girl.. already in 1st grade.... awe 🥺❤️
Anyways... y'all haven't heard about Cici in a while... I last seen her last year in December so lemme drop this pic of me, Cici & my best friend real quickly.
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I'm the one carrying Cici... it's crazy to think that I've grown closer to my teachers 6 year old daughter.... wow, it's hard for me to say goodbye to that child... I love her so much & hopefully we reunite this week... I really wanna see her again.... hopefully Ms. M brings her this week.
Enough said, STORY COMES BACK THIS TIME FOR OFFICIAL WITH MORE IDEAS BETTER THAN EVER!!!!!!!
