The pain we feel when we lose someone close to us is the worst feeling.
The tears we cry of sorrow and despair would not bring the one we love back into life. Our body shaken sobs does nothing to comfort the empty space we feel inside our hearts.
The coffin with your body in it is six feet down in the earth.
Can't sleep with all the memories coming back. Sobbing in your cushion so you don't wake the others in the house.
People looking at you with pity in their eyes. Walking on eggshells all around you. Too scared to do something wrong or you would shatter completely in small little pieces.
Who would want someone that is broken and pieces lying all around? No one will pick the pieces up they leave it for you to pick it up.
The friends you thought would understand why you are the way you are..runs away. They tell others about the way you are behind your back.
"She is such a bitch these past weeks!"
Don't you think maybe the reason I am like the way I am is, because it is the only way to not get those eyes full of pity or because I can see now who my real friends are..?
Everyone has their own defense mechanism to not get further hurt. We are in our own world for awhile just to ignore reality and time to pass by.
Time stops for no one, it just simply don't care what goes on in your life.
The only thing that matters is that you aren't in pain anymore. You are somewhere safe, maybe even over the rainbow?
Far away and glowing bright after the storm. Just like when you brightened everyone's day with that sparkling smile of yours in our dark gloomy days.
You will forever be in my heart even though it feels empty and hollow I know there is a piece of you left behind.
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The Truth Behind The Mask
RandomThis book consistes of short writings. Usually about what goes on in one's mind or feelings. Your choice to read it or not, but if you read it and don't like it please just stop reading the book. Thank you.
