Behir : True Love✔️

Part 24

Bela pov

I wake up with a severe headache as i cried alot yesterday even i dont remember when i slept, now also his words are ringing in my mind as i remember mahir i went towards his room.

His room door was open, i saw him
he was getting ready for office i dont have guts to talk to him but still i want to talk to him, i was going to enter in his room but i remember his words we will speak only when you want to talk about our relation again tears escaped from my eyes and i run towards my room.

I dont have any mood to go hospital but i cant take holiday, as today i have lot of appointments or as a doctor i cant ignore my patients so i have to go now i was ready for hospital but my face is looking so dull if i go like this then i have to answer thousands of questions so its better i hide my sadness with make up and my fake smile and then i left.

I was checking my patients even they are asking me what happen to me i am just lying to everyone from morning, i am just waiting when i will go home but whats use i know he wont talk to me and this thoughts are killing me.

I am like this only totally confused personality i think alot before making any relation but if once i made it then
its for lifetime, may be thats why mahir behaviour hurting me too much.

My whole week passes like this thinking about mahir only still i dont came to any conclusion and those silent treatment of mahir is killing me everyday.

Now i am going to see mahir, yes everyday i watch him when he was working in hall i just hide behind door and watch him secretly crazy me.

But today he is not present in hall or what i saw it shocked me, mahir luggage is present in hall did he going anywhere, or leaving me forever thousands of questions are running in my mind, no he cant leave me like this and i went towards his room he is finding something in cupboard.

I called his name but he didnt reacted did he hear it or not, again i called him but still no response i patted on his shoulder and called him he is reacting like that as if i am not present here.

Now i lost my control and called him loudly mahir but he just went out of the room i run behind him and ask mahir did you going anywhere he didnt answer me again i ask the same question but again no response.

So i said mahir i am talking to you and i know you hear it so please answer me but his cold reaction are hurting me too much this time i control my tears.

And he take his luggage and started to leave now my heart is beating faster and even i am scared now, may be he is leaving me no he cant and then i dont know how but i hold his hand with my both hand and said please dont go.

He tried to loosen my grip with his another hand but i tightly hold it and continuously saying please dont go but i guess he is unaffected but still i dont left his hand now its getting hard for me to control my tears but somehow i control it.

But i guess he loose his control and said what did you want?? after hearing his voice after one week i feel so relaxed

Bela : please dont go

But he ignore me and as i loosen a grip little bit so he just throw my hand and started to go i ask him not to go and i run quickly and stand in front of door.

Mahir : bela what is this, move from my way

Bela : no i wont

Mahir : bela dont irritate me, move

Bela : no

Mahir : why

Bela : first you tell me where are you going