This is not my fault
I'm a bit confused
My illusion is taking me away
Get me to feel used
It feels so weird
I feel so strange
From head to toes
Between yes-es and no-s
Distracted by the fears
Forgetting to live
They tell me it's ok
But I don't want to believe
Oh God I'm lost and broken
I can't begin again
But I can't give up
I want a new life
But the words were spoken
And things were said
Tears were wasted
No more pillows, no more bed
