A/N
Hey so Its another chapter and I really don't know how I'm writing them so fast but I am so here you go.
Word Count: 815
Published: 20/09/2019
Edited:
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"I took a chance, I took a shot and you may think I'm bullet-proof, but I'm not. You took a swing, I took it hard. And down here from the ground I see who you are"
– Taylor Swift
RECAP:
I jolt awake looking around noticing that most of the people are still in this room about to leave and I turn my head to Jen whose looking at me weirdly.
I just grab my stuff and walk out of the room so that I don't get questioned about what happened because I've never really told anyone what happened or that I get nightmares because of it, or really anything that happens because I got kidnapped.
I walk into the library and meet with Ethan, Noah and Felix because they are the only ones that have break with me, we start doing our work that we need to get done specifically for me because I have until tonight to finish it.
After a couple of minutes, I stop paying attention to my work and to the boys on the table just staring at me like it will do them good, I know that Jen would text them but I didn't know she would do it that fast.
I look at each of their faces and realise that they all had the same faces of pity, obviously because they know the dream had to do with my kidnapping.
The only thing that I'm thinking now is how the fuck I can explain what happened without them going ape shit crazy, I realise that I'm lost in thought when one of them clears here throat.
They keep waiting and I go to get up to leave but it's like they already sensed me going to get up and quickly grabbed me by the arms to keep me there but all it did was bring up more unwanted memories.
I quickly squeeze my eyes shut so that I can forget the memory but it doesn't really help, and the memories that I tried to suppress come back full forced making me whimper.
I try shaking my head to get rid of the memories but they just keep coming so I quickly get up and run to the bathroom hearing 3 sets of footsteps running after me.
Once I get to the bathroom, I lock the door so that no one can come in here and its getting hard to breath so I back up into the wall and slide down it for some support.
It keeps getting harder to breath and I realise that the panic attack I'm having is a lot worse than the others, because I start seeing black dots in my vision. The last thing I see before I pass out is the bathroom door slamming open and someone running to me.
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When I regain my consciousness, I can hear my brothers worried voices talking in hushed voices that hurt my already forming headache, I roll over in bed and groan causing the voices to stop and I sigh in relief.
A couple minutes late I'm about to go to sleep when I feel the bed dip and someone starts stroking my hair, so I roll over and squint one of my eyes to see who it is.
I see my Ace sitting on the bed waiting for me so instead I close my eyes again and pretend to snore, I can hear them all chuckling lightly at my antics but then Ace gets serious and says,
"come on De, we need to talk about what happened and you're not getting out of it this time!"
I pouted at him not wanting to relive the memories of the torture and try to give him the biggest puppy eyes ever.
After a few minutes he swears under his breath and gets the rest of my brothers to leave the room and he then says, "Fine if you won't talk to me, I'm sending you to a therapist!" He tells me with a challenging look in his eyes.
"NO, please don't!" I look up at him with pleading eyes trying to persuade him.
"Dee, please don't fight me on this, you need to talk about it to someone!" He said looking me straight in the eye.
I look down not wanting to look into his eyes knowing he'll try and guilt trip me, so instead I lay back down and turn my back on him then close my eyes whilst telling him "I'm tired, can you please get out!"
He hesitates for a second then gets up off my bed and closes my door quietly, I unlock my phone and then check my messages and see that I have 30 messages, 22 missed calls from Jen and 45 messages, 27 missed calls from Felix.
Opening the messages, see a lot of messages going on to Jen's contact I message her back
Where are you?
What happened?
Are you ok?
Hey, I'm Fine I just passed out!
I then go onto Felix's contact and message him back to try and stop him from worrying.
What happened!
No one's telling me anything, are you ok?
I'm fine, sorry I worried you I Just passed out!
After I message both of them back, I go to the family group chat and message them
Goodnight
Ace: Goodnight Dee
Ethan: Goodnight Addy
Elijah: Goodnight Lyn
Noah: Goodnight Lee
After I sent the message, I go onto snapchat and send my streaks, then I get ready to go to sleep, close my curtains and turn my light off.
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A/N hey guys I know that It may seem shorter but the word count is the actual amount of words and for this being my first book I'm making sure that i do things right or at least good, byeeee!
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