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The way that I'm writing these and uploading them are different so I might have written the chapter but I didn't upload it cause I was editing it which Is why they might be early or late!

Word count: 949

Published: 27/09/2019

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"You cannot be with someone just because you don't want to hurt him. You have your own happiness to think about."

– Melissa de la Cruz

RECAP:

After I sent the message, I go onto snapchat and send my streaks, then I get ready to go to sleep, close my curtains and turn my light off.


The next morning, I wake up to silence which is extremely unusual for my family especially the boys, getting out of my bed I grab my phone and check the time which is 7:30 which is later than I usually wake up.

I go downstairs to see all the boys except Charlie sitting in silence staring at their phones, clearing my throat all their heads snap up and just stare at me.

I walk toward the couch that has Elijah on it because he's the most cuddliest one of my brothers and sit directly on his lap causing him to groan, turning my head to him I give him a sheepish smile but he just shakes his head.

Looking back at the other boys they are all staring at me like I'm going to blow up or have another panic attack or something, so when I've had enough of their stares, I cross my arms over my chest and ask,

"why are you all staring at me like that?" I wait for one of them to speak up, but when they don't, I go to get up. I'm almost up Eli pulls me back down into his lap, so I can face the others and the I just wait for them to speak.

Ace speaks first "so, what happened yesterday?", I just stare at them, so I don't have to answer.

"C'mon, De you can tell us what happened!" Elijah says from behind me, whilst tightening his arms in a comforting manner.

I look at the ground debating on what I should say and If I say certain parts of it do, I have to say the rest, or do I just say nothing. I look up into my older brothers eyes one by one to see if I should but all I see is them pleading with their eyes.

I heave a sigh and look down at my feet whilst saying what happened yesterday and nothing more "I had a panic attack".

I look up when they are extremely quite only to get a questioning stare from everyone so I try to ignore the looks they are giving me so that I don't cry and look back down to distract myself by fiddling with my thumbs.

When Eli puts his hands on mine to stop me fiddling, I look up and see their faces, and instead of saying anything else I turn around on Eli and put my head in the crook of his neck so that I don't have to say anything else.

Eli wraps his arms around my waist to make it more comfortable so that I can stay there, and I slowly start to drift off to sleep while they whisper to each other most likely about me.

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When I wake up, I'm still on the couch but a blanket is wrapped around me, blinking my eyes to get rid of the blurriness I look around and see that its beginning to get dark outside meaning that I have spent the whole day sleeping and I know that I will have a million calls and texts from both Jen and Felix.

Not even bothering to check my phone I listen to see if anyone's here and when I hear nothing I go towards the kitchen because the boys are always hungry and that's where at least one of them would be, when I turn the corner, I see a very odd scene in front of me.

There is food everywhere and a big pile of unclean dishes, as well as Ace and Eli standing there looking very confused on how to cook whatever they're trying to make. When I clear my throat, their heads snap up and they stare at me for a minute, then they turn to each other and then just burst out laughing.

I just stand there with a blank face then I turn around grab my phone and scream "Who wants pizza?" everyone just screams yes so, I order the usual pizza's for everyone.

Once I order the pizza, I go back into the living room and put the T.V onto Netflix and play Brooklyn 99, after about 15 minutes the doorbell rings so I get up and open the door.

I see the pizza guy at the door so I call Ace so that he can pay, when he gets here, I grab the pizza's off the pizza guy and take them into the kitchen while screaming "Pizza's here!"

I grab the box with my pizza and go back to watching Brooklyn 99 while eating it, when I finish it, I grab my phone and turn it back on waiting for the bunch of texts I'm going to get from Felix and Jen. When my phone is fully on, I realise that the last text that Jen sent was about 10 minutes ago and it says:

You better be up because were about to knock down your door if you're not up!!

Just as I put my phone back down on the coffee table without messaging her back I hear a banging on the door, and I get up to open the door but before I'm even there it swings open making me jump, I stare at them as they close the door because they don't realise that I'm there yet when the turnaround they both freeze like I'm going to tell them off.

I just shrug and go back to my living room and continue watching Brooklyn 99 they follow me without speaking as if I'm going to blow up at them anytime, when they realise that I don't care they jump onto the couch next to me.

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A/N

I know this is a horrible chapter but I needed a filler type chapter so that's what you guys got!!

I know this is a horrible chapter but I needed a filler type chapter so that's what you guys got!!

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