First-Class Arsewipe
*NOT PROOFREAD*
He held me tightly, his hands around my waist, and my head rested on his chest. While he softly sang a soft and sweet song so quiet that it felt like it was just for me. I stayed there enjoying the comfort of being in his arms and the soft thud of his heart that reminded me that this was real. I don’t know why I’m enjoying this, being in his arms, being here, but I do know I’m going to make it last, nothing good lasts forever…
I felt my eyelids shut slowly, the only thing I remember is the soft rasp of Harry’s voice whispering “if only you knew…” before I fell into a dreamless slumber.
I woke up to the softness of my bed; I rolled over and felt a crumple of a paper under my arm. A note. I sat up and read the scrawl of Harry’s penmanship.
I let myself out.
I’ll see you at school.
Harry
I sighed softly, I may have expected more than this. More than a “see you at school,” letter left for me after our little moment. Or maybe it was just me, making it feel more than what he intended it to be. Maybe I only felt the foreign feelings that rush in me when I’m with this cheeky boy called Harry Styles. I shook my head; I refuse to feel this way, whatever this feeling is.
***
It’s Monday and I was dreading since Saturday. I did not want to face not one but two boys today. After thinking through on what happened with Harry, I was more embarrassed with myself. Letting him see me so vulnerable, letting him see what is going on with my life, when I actually don’t know this boy at all. I slung my bag on my shoulder, interrupting my thoughts. I took my iPhone and plugged in my earphones, the sound of Vance Joy’s voice started to play. I walked to the small café on the way to my school, remembering the time where Harry made me spill all my coffee on myself. Now laughing at the memory whilst gaining a few strange looks from the people around me, I laughed a little louder and got inside.
Ordering a tall hot cappuccino, I took a sip and moaned softly, happily making my way to my school.
But my happiness only lasted for a short moment when I noticed Max waiting for me, leaning on the tree situated right beside the front of the gates. Debating to turn around and just go back home I heard my name and I turned to my best friend, at least maybe we still were best friends. I faced him and looked at him
“I’m sorry-“ We both said at the same time, causing us to laugh loudly and I looked at my best friend since we were little kids and I ran to him, pulling him into a hug. He squeezed me tightly and I heard a soft sigh from him.
“I thought I might’ve lost you forever.” Max whispered; kissing my forehead and then letting me go. I just laughed at the thought “Never.” I assured him, putting up my pinky. He smiled at me latching his pinky to mine and casually wrapped his arm around my shoulder. Ruffling my hair and led us inside the gates of hell. Jk, school isn’t that bad. The bell rang and I was about to kiss Max’s cheek before I stopped myself, I won’t hurt him more. I just smiled widely at him and ran to my next class. Which was music. I wasn’t looking and next thing you know, my body crashes onto someone else and we both fall on the floor. I heard a voice saying ”oof” beneath me and I quickly got up.
“I am so sorry!” I say helping him up. He just smiled at me saying, “Its not every day you get to be fell upon by a beautiful person like you.” He winked at me and held out his hand “I’m Ethan. Nice to meet you…”
“Andrea.” I said blushing slightly and shook his hand quickly, “but unfortunately I will be late for class!” I say before turning around when I felt an arm grab my elbow. “What class do you have?” Ethan asks before I got a chance to leave.
“Music.” I say. “Great, me too. And since I’m new here, how about you show me where this class is and maybe offer me a seat with you at lunch?” Ethan said, smiling cheekily.
I laughed and nodded “Alright, now come on. We’re gonna be late.”
***
Ethan and I got into the classroom right before the tardy bell rang. Harry sitting at an empty table, and if looks could kill, Ethan would be dead by now. I don’t know what was his problem honestly, he sends me mixed signals and I don’t know what to make out of it. Mr.Rodrigo made Ethan sit next to Amber and I watched Amber talk animatedly to Ethan, the topic of that conversation? I bet my money on animals.
I carefully sat next to Harry and not a word was said. And I don’t know why, does he regret helping me yesterday? I tried not to get too sad at that thought. Hating the silence I whispered softly because Mr. Rodrigo was talking about our agenda for today, “Thank you…”
I turned to Harry and waited for his reply, “for what?” he answered back coldly. I turned away feeling like I was dumped with ice. First-class arsewipe.
The first period ended and I was thankful. It was way too suffocating in there. Right when the bell rang, Harry left so quickly you could’ve mistaken him for being Edward Cullen from Twilight. I waited for Ethan by the door and he smiled widely at me, that was when I noticed his appearance, he had gorgeous blue eyes that were so welcoming and filled with happiness. His hair a light brown that was messily made, probably because Amber was ruffling his hair the whole entire first period, in awe of the softness. His body seemed built but not too built. And his smile, so contagious you couldn’t help but smile back. Smiling at him I led him outside, where Max was waiting. It was first break and second break is obviously lunch. Leading him outside and saw Max sitting beneath a tree and leaning his head on the tree trunk with his earphones plugged in. Pulling Ethan with me, I tugged Max’s earphones out.
“What the he- oh hey Andrea!” Max said laughing at his short outburst. I rolled my eyes at the boy I called my best friend and turned to Ethan.
“This is Max, Max this is Ethan.” I said introducing them. I watched Ethan’s eyes glow at him, his eyes filled with interest at the boy in front of him. I stifled a giggle, is Ethan gay?
Max smiled at Ethan and he held out his hand, I watched Ethan’s eyes glow even more, if possible right at the moment Max smiled at him. Ethan smiled shyly, shaking Max’s hand. I laughed at them softly, causing both boys to look at me weirdly. I just laughed nervously “Oh it’s nothiiiiinnng guys.” I then looked at Ethan my eyebrow lifted up. He just looked the other way, his cheeks with a tinge of pink.
If only Max was gay.
And that was chapter four! I am so sorry for such late updates (smiles nervously.) School has been so stressful and too much work. So i APOLOGIZE! Thanks for reading <3
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