Fat // *punk* Harry Styles

eleven

*edited*

Chapter eleven

   But today didn't come like how I planned. Harry got a call before he finished his breakfast which I made him. He was in rush and didn't  bother to tell me that's he's leaving. He just jumped in his car and drove like a maniac.

This Saturday should be our movie night but ever since Harry left eight hours ago, he never came back. It's now 5 in the afternoon, I am sitting on the couch alone watching some news.

Event of last night replaying in my head, he told me he loves me, we kissed twice; last night and this morning on my bed.

My phone ringing, makes me jump, i reach for my phone and read the name that appear on the screen. Mom.

I don't got chance to greet her, "Chris please tell me you're not hanging out with that kid" Mom's voice is stern and deep. How the hell mom know?

"I- I am not mom" I have no idea how to respond to her questions. "Do not lie to me Chris, I don't like it when someone lies to me" Her voice is stricter than my school principal.

"Here Chris, if you still want to lie under my roof, I want you to not see that kid. Not today, not later, not ever. Am i clear?"She threatens me just like how she's threatened me that day when Harry dropped me home for the first time.

"Yes mom" i whispered weakly, the phone call ended after I respond her.

I have to tell Harry, I can't just tell him that i don't want to hang out with him. But I have to tell him the truth.

***

I don't see Harry on sunday, he's not coming back. Today is Monday, i was getting ready for school. How I hate school!!

Harry didn't  came to pick me up, I've been waiting for ten minutes  for him. Or maybe he did wait for me on the crossroad.

Walking down the street I saw Harry in front of Delta's house laughing. I walk more closer to see them.

Delta and Harry laughing, Delta lean back to Harry's car while Harry leaned In just like about to give him a kiss.

Harry looked straight into her eyes as he leaned in. My heart aches, my heart was beating so hard that it hurts.

A single tear dropped as their lips touched one and another. He just kissed me twice two days ago and now he is kissing my biggest bullier? How could he?

With really aching  heart I turned around, and walked slowly to the crossroads. Now I know why he didn't come to pick me up, he picked Delta.

I kept wiping my tears on the way to school, Cara, I need you to beat the shit out of Harry right now. I hate him, he told me he loves me but now I see it.

He played me.

He betrayed me.

***

Today in school everything went perfectly fine, I tried my best to be not around when He was around.

As the final bell rand, I gathered my books and walked out of the room.

My bag is so damn heavy, I don't get a chance to go to my locker earlier because Harry was there.  I just went straight to library.

But now I have to drop my books on the locker. My shoulder hurts.

I spill my books in the lockers, I shut my locker and locked it after.

School is already quite, bet all those kids are already home. They have party and everyone except the nerds are invited. I'm on of the nerds so I'm invited, well I'm not looking forward to coming though.

As I got home I crashed on my bed, staring  my ceiling.

I don't need Harry in my life, he just played me, he never cared, and he don't deserve the tears that he's been caused. I'm so in love with him and it so damn hurt.

He don't deserve my tears, yet here I am crying for him. I'm stuck in love with him it's so freaking hurts. Oh god it hurt so much.

A bell ringing, someone's at the door. I wiped my tears with my sweatshirt sleeves.

I opened the door to see Harry standing there with smile in his face. His jeans hung low on his waist his white t-shirt covering his body. His hair in messy bun.

I just look at him in full  disgust, I think he read my face as his smile dropped. "What's wrong?" His voice in concern, he tried to cup my face but I stepped back.

He looks so confused right now, "What I have done?" He comes more closer, his hand cupping my cheeks. "Baby tell me what's wrong?"

The 'Baby' words makes me so angry, I push him away. Shove him out of the door, "Go away!" I hissed but he just took my hands and shoved me and himself inside.

My back harshly touch the wall, his chest pressed on mine. He put my hands above of my head.

His lips only inches from mine, he keeps lean in till his lips crash my lips. Fireworks everywhere, butterfly in my stomach begs to set free.

But then the image of Harry and Delta kissing makes me push him away. Harry look at me in confuse, it makes me realise something, he just want to break me apart.

"Why are kissing me?!" I screamed in his face, I am so mad. "Why don't you just kiss Delta like you were doing in the morning?!" I yelled

His face mixed between confused and shock. Wondering how I know he's been with Delta.

"Get out of my house Harry! I hate you! I don't need you-" my cries broke. "You played with my feelings" I sobbed, pushing him out of my house.

His face seems guilty, He tried to explain but I stop him. "Just stay away from me Harry, I hate you and hell I was so stupid why did I believe when you said you loved me when you said you care. Because you actually don't !! "

I slam the door and drop down on the floor, I wish it would be over. I can hear him screaming to me to open the door and let him explain. His fist repeatedly banging on my front door.

I walk lifelessly to my bedroom and just throw myself on the bed. The tears in my eyes. I closed my eyes to let them fall.

"Tomorrow when I wake up, This all will be over" I whispered to myself.

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