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The timer went off signaling that my pictures were finished developing. I had to stop by my college to drop them off to my professor, I unpinned the photos and slide them into a envelope. I wrote my name on the envelope and grabbed my bag. I made my way out to the car but SOMEBODY'S car was blocking me into the driveway. Judging from the music coming from the basement I figured that it was one of the boys. I was so not up for going down there, but I sucked it up because I had places to be. I made my way downstairs and Prodigy was in the booth while the boys sat around. I hesitated

"Uh, s-somebody's car is outside blocking mine, so can it be moved ?"

Roc jingled his keys around his fingered and got up

"Damn, no please ?"

"Please" I said dryly and turned on my heel.

Before I even had a chance to get into my car he grabbed my arm and pushed me against the car.

"So, when you gonna give me the time of day again?"

I pushed him off me "Roc, i'm not gonna talk about this" I unlocked my car and got in. He was leaning on the window.

"I miss you" he said

I rolled my eyes and looked straight ahead

"Can you just move your car, I have to go"

He sighed and walked away.

OK! you guys may be a little bit confused, let me explain. About a year ago me and Roc were a thing. When they were on tour he cheated on me. So I broke it off. All of the other boys knew and didn't tell me. So that's why 'Mindless Behavior' isn't sitting to right with me. I hate to be made out like a fool and look stupid and that's exactly what happened. But to be honest I still had strong feelings for that boy he was there for me, he cared, when my dad wasn't, which is MAJOR. But I can't bring myself to forgive him OR the boys. So i haven't associated myself with them for a year. This is why sometimes I wish my dad doesn't do what he does. Everything seems so TYPICAL. Manager's daughter dates Mindless Behavior boy. That's basically an everyday girl's dream. And I told myself I wouldn't get to attached. But 7 years of being around THESE boys is kind of impossible. For one, they don't shut up! and being that I am a girl...IT DOESNT STOP.

"Damn shawty!"

"When you gon' let me hit that?"

and on & on. I know they don't mean what they are trying to portrayi but they're BOYS so I don't expect much from what comes out of their mouth.

When I pulled back into the driveway, Roc's car was still there. I sighed and slammed the door. I was greeted by pretty much everyone eating dinner. Oh joy.

"Just in time India" my father exclaimed

"Ooooh I rather not" I said and made my way upstairs to my room, I threw my bag on my mini couch chair & plopped down on my bed, I pulled out my laptop & instantly sent out a Skype call to my best friend, Skylar. She so happened to be the girlfriend of Ray Ray, they were together way before me and Roc, & believe it or not Ray stayed completely faithful to her while on tour, so MAD props to him, but he's still on my bad side.

"Boo Bear!"she exclaimed as my face appeared

"Hey Hun! I miss you!"

"Miss you more! everything good? Ray told me he was going over there later"

"Yeaaaaah, I just wanted somebody to talk to" I sighed

"About?" she grabbed her pillow & got comfy knowing we were about to have a whole therapy session