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first,
i look at grayson:

he looked pissed off and i didn't want to give in into me knowing or maybe assuming

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he looked pissed off and i didn't want to give in into me knowing or maybe assuming.

jackson looked at me and walked over to give me a hug while he giving me a big smirk but keith jumped in front of me before jackson could reach me and the two of us hugged as if we were little kids.

i looked over keith's shoulder and saw jackson walking off to aaron.

i waved at aaron then mason led the way to the cafe as both me,keith,and tori walked side by side while grayson trailed behind us.

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{skip cafe then onto the beach}

i held the towels and sat down underneath the tent and threw my flip flops right next to the tent. i laid down on the towel while the boys started taking off their shirts and running into the water.

of course i was watching grayson in the corner of my eye taking off his black t-shirt then revealing his tanned muscular torso.

i still had my shirt on because of the lack of effort i put into moving around when i sat on the towel.

grayson and i made eye contact and then i glanced over at jackson who was calling me and holding out his hand for me to hold.

i didn't wanna hold his hand.
i honestly didn't, but i had to.

i put my hand on his hand lightly and he grasped my hand and helped me up. i looked at aaron, ethan, mason, tori, and grayson all in the water splashing eachother and laughing.
i took my baggy shirt off and revealed my bathing suit. jackson starred at me smirking admiring my body.

"admiring at what you don't have?" i say while crossing my arms facing away from the ocean so the others don't see us.

"please melody let me explain, i have a really good reaso-" jackson says as i cut him off.

"i already broke up with you, so does it really matter?" i snap.

"i was sexually frustrated and you didn't want to so i just thought-"

"you're a jerk, you know that?!" i say as my voice raises.

"mel, if could just chill out and let me speak you would un-" jackson says while he puts his hand on my shoulder.

"you know i actually thought we trusted each other. but you just decided to throw that away. plus, even if i didn't want to have sex with you that doesn't give you the right to-..." i look down at my fingers and choke back at my last words.

"to what, melody?" jackson says while looking at the back of my head.

"it doesn't matter anymore. today we just have to pretend that we're still together then once this is over we won't speak to each other anymore." i say as i wipe my tears and run to the water smiling at all my friends who are having a fun time as jackson follows me slowly behind looking at everyone faking a smile.

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the day went by quickly. so quick that an hour after we all started having fun it started to rain and we all had to pack up and leave, i went with two of the boys and tori. while ethan, aaron and jackson rode with mason. they went to target to get snacks for our movie night while keith, tori, grayson, and i drove to my house to set up.

the car ride home was filled with singing, laughing and drama being spilled throughout the car ride.
mostly between keith and tori.

i was in the backseat with grayson, just 3 inches away from his touch.

i looked out the window and closed my eyes and took a deep breath in then exhaled. i opened my eyes and turned my head towards grayson.

he was staring out the window as well with his eyes closed, he then slowly looked at me.

we locked eye contact, i gave a slight smile as he blankly looked at me then turned his head back at the window.

he's so confusing.

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