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REAL LIFE 10:23 pm Timothée had been laying low for the past few days since the halloween party. Without knowing, seeing Nolan had reopened some old wounds that Timothée thought had healed already. His friends have barely heard from him, and he'd rather keep it that way. He needed time alone to figure out what the hell was going through his head. As he lay in bed, his mind couldn't help but travel back to the day it all crashed.
FLASHBACK MARCH 29th, 2018 NOLAN'S APARTMENT NEW YORK 2:43 pm "Thank you, have a good day", Timothée said to his uber driver, Evan, with a smile on his face. Walking into the lobby, greeting every worker he knew, also with a smile on his face. He quickly walked to the elevator, making it to Nolan's apartment in minutes. With a soft knock on the door, Timotheé looked down at his feet in anticipation of seeing the man. And in seconds, there he was. Nolan's precious smile greeted him and a soft kiss followed. The two men walked into the apartment, arms touching. Making it into the kitchen, Timotheé sat down on the island, swinging his legs. "I just finished making lunch, and I know you've been busy as shit the past few days so I figured we could just watch movies all day" Nolan said, wedging himself in between Timotheé's legs. Without reply, he connected his lips to Nolan's and all of his stress seemingly faded away. The two men kissed longer than they should have, their food probably getting colder by the minute. Ten minutes passed and finally they were ready to eat their lunch. "Can you go grab my laptop from the room? I'll grab some blankets and meet you on the couch". Timothée silently agreed. Nolan was being kind of weird, but it was probably just because of something that happened with his sister so he wouldn't bother it. As he grabbed the laptop off of the bed, something unfamiliar caught his eye. Beside the bed, on the floor, was a watch that he'd never seen before. Picking it up, along with the laptop, he walked into the living room to Nolan. "Who's watch is this? I know your weird ass hate for wrist wear. You change that much, huh? I've been gone for three weeks", Timotheé joked. But he saw Nolans body tense up. Then soften, and say it was Amandla's. Timotheé shook it off and they began to watch Another Cinderella Story.
MESSAGES [bold&italic: timotheé bold: amandla]
hey(: did u want me to bring your watch to brunch tomorrow?
my watch?
yea, the one u left at Nolan's last week?
i haven't been to nolans since before u left, and i also don't own a watch
oh
REAL LIFE The movie had ended and their stomachs were full, and Timothée couldn't help but assume the worst. Nolan had met someone while he was out last night, and he was lying to him. Nolan took their empty plates to the kitchen, leaving timothee to question the mans faithfulness, something he has never done before this moment. He knew he couldn't just brush it off. Their relationship was based on honesty , always. So, Timothée stood up and slowly made his way back into the kitchen, this time sitting at the bar stool instead. "Nolan", was the only thing that came out of his mouth. Only one word was said, but Nolan could hear the pain in his boyfriends voice. Quickly turning around, he saw the look on Timothée's face. The only thing that could go through his mind was "fuck" "Please, just tell me the truth. Are you cheating on me?" And the answer was worse than Timothée could imagine, and it all came at once. "I'm sorry. I didn't expect you to find out and I promised myself I'd stop months ago. He means nothing to me, Timmy. Nothing." A million thoughts ran through Timothée's mind. Months? This had been happening for months?
REALITY As the events of that day replayed in his mind, he couldn't help but whimper. The love of his life was with another man for months, while Timothée worked his ass off and at the same time managing to keep himself afloat. There was nothing more heartbreaking than hearing "I didn't mean for you to find out".
