drown➳[myg + bts]

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️⚠️flashback⚠
;mentions of self harm & attempted suicide;

everything was too much
all his senses too overwhelmed
his head felt like it was going to break in half
wait..
was he still standing?
he could hear a deep voice calling out to him
it seemed..familiar

but all he could focus on right now was the throbbing headache he had and how much his chest hurt.why was his chest hurting?

he tried to move but it didnt do much,he winced in pain,the voice grew more panicked as they called out to him desparately

'its owkay im good' was what he wanted to say but words just couldnt come out of his mouth

it was like he was..out cold?or was he?he couldnt tell.he coudln't even tell where he was,what happened or what his name was.all he could think about was why was this voice..this deep raspy voice..calling out to him..like it wouldnt make it if he didnt answer

the muffled sounds of the voice became clearer to him and he heard it say

"YOONGI!!Y-YOONS
P-PLE-ASE WAKE UP PLEASE..I-IVE CALLED THE DOCTORS..T-T-THEYRE GONNA BE HERE S-SOON OWKAY..j-just plea-ase w-w-wake up..i cant..yoonie..i-i l-love.."

the boy was calling out his name,yoongi?my names yoongi, thats right

he heard the boys sobs echoing across the..bathroom?why was he in the bathroom?

he felt his senses coming back as his hand hit the cold tiles of the bathroom,sending shivers up his spine.

oh.

o h

he thought,i remember now

i tried to drown myself

as his senses all came back so did the realization of who the voice belonged to and how his clothes were soaked,the water puddling under him as he lay limp on the persons lap

"t-taehyy-un-..."his voice came out weaker than he expected.he felt tae's tears drop on his face,leaving his face feeling wet.

tae imediately shushed him,trying to stay calm as he wrapped his arms tighly around yoongi not caring if he would be wet too. he made sure not to hug him too tightly fearing he would hurt his precious dongsaeng.

yoongi was shivering from the sheer cold,even with the blanket that tae attempted to throw over him he could feel his toes curl up.why wasnt it over yet?

why couldnt he have just gone?..

"sh-shushhh..shush yoonie just stay awake owkay..p-plea-ase for hy-hyung o-owkay?"taehyung managed,softly carding yoongis black locks behind his ears,trying as hard as possible to control his trembling hands

yoongi shuddered,he wanted to sleep so bad,so so bad

he felt so tired,so extremly exhausted.he whimpered lowly into taehyungs chest and tae just held him like that when the ambulance came and whisked yoongi away to treat him.

he wouldnt let this happen again.
he wouldnt let his yoongi suffer so much,he deserved all the love the world had to offer and more

and he was going to give him love,to show him that its ok to lean back for support

that was the day taehyung swore to protect yoongi.

to show him that love was real

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