Freddies friend.

Beauty marks

1979

*I know I'm skipping around but it'll make sense in the end*

Pregnant.....

"Guess your knocked up huh, not surprised girl" the voice in my head said to Me

"You know Freddie doesn't want children he's never mentioned it to you-"

"Honey you ok?" Freddie asked through the door

"Yeah I'm fine" I said

"Your lying" he said

"N-No I'm not" I said

"Theres that famous stutter you always get when your lying" he said "I'm joking just let me in and we can talk about whatever is on your mind darling" he said sweetly

I sighed and unlocked the door and stared at the test.

"What're you looking at?" He asked

I looked at him "I'm pregnant" I said

"Wait what?"

"It must've been from Friday night" I said

"So does that mean Jim is the father also?" He asked

"I- I don't know" I said honestly

*5 months later*

Freddies on tour..... again, god damn it, and I'm 5 months pregnant. He's not even gonna be here when I have her..... great, just peachy.

I sighed looking at myself in the mirror, god u look like an elephant.

"I know thanks for reminding me" I said to myself out loud

This voice in my head had been very frequent lately since I'm all alone. Freddie is on tour, ugh. And Athena well she's somewhere. She hasn't kept in contact ever since I told her I was moving in with Freddie. Guess that really pissed her off for some reason, I don't even know if she's still in college right now. Yeah that's how much we haven't been in contact with each other.

I remember when she was in high school, we were inseparable, I was like her best friend, and now well not so much.

I was interrupted with my thoughts when the phone rang

"Hello?"

"Hello darling!"

"Oh hello!" I said and sat down on the couch by Lilly. Once I sat down she walked away, I'm not her favorite person in the house you could say

"I'm in Germany right now"

"How was the show?"

"It was good. I tripped again, the floor was fucking slippery" he said

"I'm sorry that happened"

There was a long drawed out awkward silence. I will say this was the first time he called since we had our little argument. Now things are awkward between us. John has tried to fix it.... hasn't worked for some reason, I think he's tried cause he's sick and tired of the silence between us.

"Awkward silence again fred?" I heard John say.

"Shut up john!"

"God just let me talk to her"

I heard some rustling noises and then I heard johns voice

"Sorry about that" he said

"It's ok"

"Ever since you guys had that fight Fred has been different latley"

"What do you mean?"

"It's like he's been nervous about something, I've caught him reading baby books..... are you pregnant?" John asked

Freddie's been reading baby books?

"Earth to Jess?"

I shook my head "yes..... no I'm not pregnant"

"Yes or no?"
I sighed I'm 5 months pregnant and Freddie hasn't told them yet..... should I tell John?