My little giver Tododeku

Chapter1 11: It's lovely

I'm here. I've reached it. Gasping at any breath o can take, my throat closing and my lips dry. With all the energy I had left to take in. I knocked on his door, hoping to see his face...

CHA-CLACK

The door unlocks. I see him. Opening the.. no. It's not him. It's another old lady, guessing his mother. Green hair along with a sweet smile, but no freckles.

"Ah.. so you're Todoroki. Izuku talks a lot about you. Until yesterday, he just stopped? Did you do something to him?"

"Umm.." I averted my eyes from her. Adding pressure to my muscles, bringing my shoulders slightly high and clenching my fist.

"Haha just kidding! So tense! Now I'm actually thinking if something did happen! Please come in!"

"Oh.. haha" I gave her a smile, and my whole stiff body went loose. Sauntering into the room. I look at all these pictures posted on the side dining tables on the hallway. There's. Just pictures of Izuku and his mom. No other similar looks,  neither were there any different faces. It's just. Them. So, it's not only me that feels alone.

"Take a seat" I took a seat in their dining table right beside his mom.

"So, you came here to see Midoriya I'm assuming?" She questioned me, pouring some tea out of a pot and then handing it over to me.

"Oh, thank you and yes. I am. Is he not here? Why hasn't he come to school?" Even though I had a gist of why, I just had to make sure, asking twice.

"He.. felt like he needed to change his.. choices in life. So he decided to take a business school instead of a hero academy." My emotionless face turned. And frowned.

"He's basically studying, hard so he can be able to enter it. We're still waiting for the school's permission to leave" my heart tore into pieces, hearing those words.

"He's.. not going to come back? Why didn't he tell the school in person?"

"He told me, that he didn't have a lot of friends. So he wasn't confident in telling people he wasn't close to."

He really.. is like me.

"D-do you know where I can be able to see him? If he's not here?"

"He usually studies in the park nearby. It's really close. Just go straight, head to the short stairs and you're on your way to him. Just make sure.. to find a tree with a lot of shade. He loves it."

"Thank you m'am for the tea and the talk. I appreciate your time"

"Of course anything for Izuku's friend."

Tired of running. I walked by the park. Keeping my eye out for any big tree that gave out he largest shade. There I see him. His soft light green hair now dark, with the shade covering him, letting the wind blow on him showed how fragile he was. Shivering at the air's touch. Reading a book. Can't be too clear in specifically about what, but he's here... I.. I don't know what to do now. I never really thought it through. I just wanted to see him so badly.. I didn't want to be alone.. I don't want him to be alone.

Without giving Izuku any warning I gave him a slow reassuring hug from behind. Making him flinch, but he made no sound. Looked back and saw me..

"Shouto..." he whispered, like as if all his happiness he finally faded.

I embraced the moment of his body, his warmth, which comforts me, allowing me to rest my head on his shoulder. Ready to tell. What's wrong..

"You.. know that I love you right? I've realized that.. I may be perfect, I may be.. better in what you do... " I feel his body shaking and hear his nose sniffling. "but that's what other people say.." he stopped shaking but he gave a noticeable arch on his back, making me understand that I caught his attention.. "those aren't the words coming from me. As a matter of fact.. words like that come from you.. given the fact that you think that way.. flatters me.. but also.. made me realized that you over estimated everything.." I paused..

"I'm not what you think. I never had the perfect family. I.. was never perfect.. never was complete with anything I had.. I never was happy. Never famous for who I am... never normal.. If I was, you wouldn't be thinking so badly about yourself, because of me.. if I was just normal... you probably would be even more happier. You made me so.. complete with what I had. You made me realize what it felt like to not hate myself. You made me feel love... You made me feel something... you helped me.. you're my hero. You.. are.. the love of my life." He looked back at me tears filled in his eyes. And I stared at them, showing what was true. "And I've never loved someone so much.." I started to face my body to his.. still staring into his eyes.. and started to.. slowly.. and gently lure him into my arms. "I've never.. done the same" and squeezed him into my chest,"to..anyone", pulled his chin up facing me."Else..." and made my kiss overwhelm with pleasure on his... making our chemistry match and our lips to fit like a puzzle. Riling ourselves up with emotion. We took our time cuddling, enjoying our love for each other.. slowly healing our wounds.. all my worries going away.

"Sob.. sobb Todo.." He cried after breaking the kiss,"I'm... so.. erhh sob.. sor- sorryy.." struggling to say the words, my heart felt relieved.

"You don't have to be.. it's all my fault.."

"N-noo.. sniff.. I.. ahhah.. overreacted.. I'm.. sooo sorry.. I love you so much.." clenching his fists closest to my chest, his soft hand wasn't even close to wrinkling my shirt.. he felt so weak..

"I love you.. ", I gave him short but loads of pecks of kisses repeating the same words.. to comfort Izuku

Mua.

"I love you"

Mua..

"I love you."

Mua...

"I love you.."

Still clenching on.. he said, "I love you more!" Removing his hands from my shirt above my shoulders, now surrounding my head.

"Mm.." he moaned.

I felt the tears.. fall on my cheeks.. maybe it was mine.. or his.. but I couldn't even care less.. I was feeling so much emotion in that moment.. I didn't feel like letting go.. I couldn't think of anything else...I love him so much...

I love you
(Both thinking in the same time)