No Flacko for Bappo (Misfits x reader One shots){REQUESTS OPEN}

"Yeah. Tell them all How good I am" (Swagger x Sexually Abused! Female!Reader)

A/N: before we begin I would like to let you know that you are not being abused by Swagger, it is a part of the backstory. Also this is a Trigger warning. I do mention abuse and Rape. This is a more serious one and This will also dabble with a little bit of Smut. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

Your POV:

I can't believe I'm doing this again for him...I love him but I don't Find pleasure in this. Currently Eric is Over me missonary style Pounding into Me and Having the ride of his life but I feel nothing but Pain at this experience..I couldn't let him know that though. If he did He would probably leave me.

I hate Sex and I hate how Horrible I feel when I do it but if Eric found out How Broken I was He would Never forgive me. He prides him self on how good he is at things so Telling him that would be horrible.

I fake Moan and groan as he's over me, my eyes closed in pain but to him it looks like they are closed in pleasure. After a While he Shoots His Warm seed into me and I fake an orgasm for him so he doesn't get suspicious. As I feel a warm shame growing inside my lower body I feel like I want to cry.. but I can't not now, I can do it later.

Eric flops next to me and I sit up to go Clean myself up in the Bathroom. I felt shameful..Used..Ugly..Swagger knows that I've had a few sexual partners in the past, but he doesnt know the whole truth..but I couldn't think about that now..I just need to clean up Fake a smile and then go back to me the happy innocent Girlfriend Eric wants me to be..

I take a couple minutes to clean myself off then I get up and head back to bed, getting under the covers and cuddling up to my boyfriend of 2 years.

"That was Awesome Babe" Swagger mumbles sleepily to me as I cuddle him gently

I just close my eyes and nod as I slowly drift off to sleep..

When the morning comes, Swagger is in the bathroom taking a Shower and I just get up and change and Limp my way downstairs to the Kitchen area seeing as last night was brutal on my legs, and make myself some breakfast, down in the kitchen I'm met with Fitz, Kryoz, Zuckles, and Jon. They all see me limping I assume because the first words out of Fitz's mouth were

"So. You two must have had fun last night"

I turn and fake a soft innocent smile and nod "S-Sorry..We didn't mean to be so Loud"

"Nah, It's Pretty Hot hearing you two" Zuckles Commented to which he was immediately punched in the arm by Kryoz.

"Zuckles Brings up a good Point. But for research purposes Only. Coming from a completely straight white Male. How good is the Little Guy in Bed?" Jon asked me with a smirk

I froze..Oh god..

"W-Well..He's um..-" I start off only to be interrupted by Swagger

"I'm what babe? Just tell them how good I am already" Swagger said as he stood there in his pajama pants and big Shirt, along with his signature Mask.

I gulped softly "I-I..Y-Your-" I was clearly struggling and this was pissing Swagger off that I wasn't admitting how good he is...

"I'm What!" Swagger said raising his voice

"I-I don't want to say.." I said a bit scared as I looked away

"Oh? Oh! You don't want to say because you don't remember because you're probably going and getting fucked by any guy who looking for some fun you damn slut! What? Banging all your ex's this week? What's next you going to fuck every Misfit in the damn house? I knew it! I was wary asking you to be my girlfriend I knew you were a slut!" Swagger yelled Getting really upset

At this point I Was full on crying and covering my Face. I Quickly left the Room crying heavily and Ran up to a Closet upstairs and Locked myself inside crying Terribly..

Downstairs things were silent..before Smitty walked in

"Woah..what happened?" He asked

"Swagger just Yelled at (Y/N) and said some nasty things, because she didn't admit how good Swagger was at Sex"  Jon said

I had only ever told Smitty..I only told him about what happened..I was drunk and I didn't know what I was saying and I spilled my guts to him..

"Well. Why would she? She's gone through hell and back when it comes to that stuff" Smit said as he got himself a glass of Milk

"What do you mean?" The others asked in unison

"I honestly shouldn't be the one to tell you..But When she was younger her Father and his friends did some messed up Shit after (Y/N)'s Mom died. She was abused Sexually, and Her past couple boyfriends have done the same. She's completely broken inside and from what she's told me she hates it.." Smit said after he took a swig of Milk

Everything seemed to stop and go quiet in the kitchen. The house silent. The only thing being able to be heard was your Soft crying from the Closet.

Everyone felt awful..All the jokes about that stuff they all made..everything they had ever done around her that was mildly inappropriate they now realized how uncomfortable she must have been..

But..what could they do now?

"Well what do we do about (Y/N)?" Zuckles asked

"I have to go apologize.." Swagger said softly

The other nodded and mumbled agreements.

Swagger got up and went to the closet you locked yourself in but you weren't there..he soon heard your sniffles from your guys shared bedroom, Swagger gently opened the door and saw you crying and Packing your things into a suit case...

Swagger opened the door to get your attention and you just looked at him and then looked away crying and continuing to pack.

Swagger walked over and he stopped you from continuing to pack by putting his hands on top of your shaking hands to stop you.

"(Y/N).." He said softly

"N-No..It's Fine..Look, I'm sorry I'm not the kind of girl you want..the kind of girl who's pretty or smart or Strong..I'm not a girl who's excited by the thought of sex with a guy..You probably don't want me anymore knowing how Much of a Slut I am..S-So I'm just going to go.." I said softly and through tears,  moving his hands and continuing to pack

"(Y/N) you're not a Slut..your a Gorgeous..Funny and Cute Girl who I'm lucky enough to call my girlfriend..I want to apologize for what I said..I didn't know that you went through all of that..I'm sorry I didn't listen.." Swagger said stopping me again and holding my wrists gently

"Y-You're forgiven..but I know you don't want me..I'm to broken..you want a girl who will gloat about how good sex is, but I can't do that.." I whispered softly

"No! I want you, I don't want anyone else! I want you and I don't care if we never have sex again I just want you to be happy, I want you to feel loved.. So please..Don't leave.." Swagger said to me as he pulled me away from my suit case and held my wrists tightly and pulled towards his body to make me look into his eyes hidden behind the helmet.

Swagger took off the helmet and looked at me in the eyes and I could see how genuine he was and I hugged him softly

"Fine..I'll stay" I said softly and from that day forward I started to feel a bit better about myself

THE END
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