-NIYAH POV-
After I been in the hospital for a few hours they still wouldn't let me see April so I went home to clean up. I put on my Carmine's with black joggers and a black, white and red crop top. I really wasn't trying to look cute to go to the hospital. To be honest I just grabbed the first things I saw. I then went into Aprils room. I started to cry. I don't even know if she's going to make it or not. I hope she does though. I grabbed her red and white stripped toms, black skater skirt and red and white tank top. I don't know if she's going to come out today but if she does she'll need loose clothes so she can be comfortable. Let's just hope she will need these clothes. I grab my bag, keys and phone and head to the hospital.
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I'm finally at the hospital and as I walk in I don't even speak to the nurse at the desk she knows who I am. Or at least she should by now. I walk out of the elevator and I don't see honey. I walk up to Aprils door and I see honey in there. April must be okay then. I open the door and here Aprils small frail voice.
Me- April?!
April- mommy?!
I ran up to her bedside and pushed honey out the way. Then I gave April the biggest hug ever. " I missed you so much pookie. Don't ever scare me like that again." "Okay mama but your hurting me." "I'm sorry sweetie. I brought you some clothes. I know you probably hate these nasty hospital clothes." "Thanks ma."
Me- hay honey.
Honey- hi.
Me- what's the matter?
Honey- this is all my fault. April wouldn't be here if it wasn't for me!
Me- it was an accident like you said. You wouldn't do this on person. Since the first time you layed eyes on April I could see the love.
Honey- I guess.
Me- I need you to know I'm not mad. I still love you. I actually love you more because you didn't hide it from me.
Honey- I love you too.
Me- so when can she leave?
Honey- you have to sign her out but the doctor is getting her medicine.
Me- okay. April c'mon lets get you changed.
April- okay.
When I finished getting April dressed her and honey were playing so I decided to text Darren.
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Me(5:34)- hay😩
Darren(5:35)- hay beautiful😍 you okay?
Me(5:36)- my daughter is in the hospital.
Darren(5:36)- she okay?
Me(5:37)- she broke some stuff and she has a lot of cuts and bruises, but apart from that she's still the same.
Darren(5:38)- oh okay. You never told me you had a daughter.
Me(5:40)- yea she's adopted.
Darren(5:41)- oh ok. I got to go but you should hmu some more.
Me(5:42)- kopy.
Darren seems like a really sweet guy but I'm not sure if he would even consider dating me with all of my baggage. Oh well. If he really wants to be with me he'll find a way around all of that.
Doctor- here is your medicine ms.april and here are the release papers.
Me- thanks doc.
I signed the papers and put Aprils medicine in my bag. I said bye to honey and picked April up. My baby isn't walking on crutches. I put her in the car and drove home. By the time I got home April was asleep. I picked her up and walked to the house. I opened the door and dropped everything except April. I went to Aprils room and got her towel and rag. I stripped her clothes and put a bag over her casts. I ran the water and put her in the tub. She woke up and started crying because of her cuts. I really didn't know what to do so I didn't even say anything. I kept washing her up and then ran the water on her body. I turned the water off and grabbed her towel. I wrapped it around her body and picked her up. I put her under wear on with a white tshirt and black pajama pants. I grabbed a brush and a comb and began to do her hair. By this time she was still crying so I don't do anything special to her hair. I did four braids going back so it would be curly in the morning. I picked her up and brought her in the kitchen. I fed her Apple sauce with juice then I gave her her medicine. She started crying again because of the taste so I gave her fruit snacks to chill the taste. I turned on the tv and rocked her to sleep.
I can't believe it. I only have 2 people in my life. Maybe 3 I don't know but right now I have 2. April and honey. They're the only ones that care for me but neither of them can take care of me. What have I done wrong? I know I'm not perfect but I haven't done anything wrong except kill those people. Am I getting punished for it? Is God punishing me for killi-
???- GET ON THE FLOOR!
Me- WHO THE FVCK ARE YOU?
POW POW POW!
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Hmmm I wonder what happened?
Who got shot?
Who was in Niyahs house?
I might update tomorrow or late tonight.
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