BullShvt (Tyga love story)

Silence

-NIYAH POV-

I came out the hospital a few weeks ago and I'm not doing well at all. I go places but I don't have fun anymore. I don't even smile. All I wear now a days is black and I'd be lucky if I add a little splash of color. Today I put on (MM) and painted my nails black. I put my hair in a ponytail and I didn't even bother to brush or comb it. Micheal was coming to get me so we can go to lunch together. He does this to me every day now. I guess he sees that I'm sad but he needs to say that it's not helping me it's making me feel worse. Every time we go to lunch I order the same thing. Chicken tenders and French fries. They were Aprils favorite to eat. She could eat them all year. I waited a few more minutes until my nails dried and I grabbed my bag and my phone. As soon as I opened the door I saw micheal in all white. I don't know why he was so festive. He lost a daughter to.

Micheal- hay.

Me- ...

Micheal- okayyy let's go.

I closed the door and opened the passenger side to the door. When Micheal got in he sat there. He just sat. And sat. So I sat to.

Micheal- you know you're acting real selfish right now? I understand you lost a daughter but I did too. But life goes on niyah. You can't mourn forever. You have a life and you know April is up in heaven crying because she sees how sad you are. Come on you know she hates seeing you upset.

I began crying. My heart hurts so bad. I cry myself to sleep every night. I don't talk to anybody except April at night. I tell her gown much I miss her and sometimes I even write to her and slide it under her room door. I wish I could be with her right now. She left me to soon. There was this one time I actually thought she was sitting right next to me wrapping her little arms around my back crying and telling me to stop crying. I gotta pay her respects. No more silence. It's time for these guns to make noise.

Me- take me to the trap. Then to the gun range. No more crying. I owe April big time.

Micheal- for what?

Me- either you take me there or I'll go there myself.

Micheal- to the trap we go.

I love you April. I'm so sorry for not reacting faster. Rest in paradise beautiful🌸. I got you though. I'm gonna pay you back. Then we gonna meet again and everything will be the same again.