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Wade Wilson- Catch Up.

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HOW YOU SLEEP

He is always self conscious about hai skin, but you always try to reassure him that its okay, and that there's no reason for him to be uncomfortable. Because of this, some nights he tries not to physically touch you. Some nights he even keeps the suit on because he's worried about it. But when he snot feeling really self conscious, or when he's in the suit, he always pulls you close and he won't fucking let go. Sometimes he likes to be the little spoon so that's that.

HOW YOU KISS

He had you wrap your legs around his waist, while he holds you up and kisses you like that.

SEX POSITION

He's not afraid to bottom. Yes, that means strap ons are involved sometimes. When he tops it's usually missionary, or doggy style.

THEY'RE CRYING

You find him one day curled in bed, pills on the nightstand, well empty bottle of pills, to be 100% accurate, sobbing.

"Woah, hey baby what's wrong?" You ask running over to the bed, and quickly getting on it. He whines pitifully and tries to curl in on himself even more.

"Hurts." He says his body shaking uncontrollably. You try to think to a moment where your boyfriend could have gotten hurt, not knowing of any because he's been home with you all day.

"Babe, what hurts?" You ask firmly trying to get him to focus.

"Everything. My everything. Everything hurts..." He sobs out. You look over at the nightstand and see the pill bottle, it's pain meds. You look back at Wade and youe heart breaks. His Cancer. He hurts. His cancer never left, that's why his skin is like that. It only make him not die, he still feel Sall of the pain from his cancer thats everywhere in his body.

"Oh, God. Baby, hey it's okay I'm here." You say trying to cuddle up as close to him without touching him.

"Hold me... Please." He says tears falling out of his eyes quickly, hand shakily reaching for yours. You shake your head.

"No, I don't want to hurt you." You say moving away from his hand. He groans loudly and shakes his head.

"I don't care... Please Y/N... You make me feel better." He whines looking up at you with puppy dog eyes begging you to hold him. You nod then move closer to him, allowing him to move into your arms and cuddle into your torso.

"It's okay Baby... It'll be better soon." You say slowly rubbing at his aching skin. He shakes his head.

"It never goes away.. it always hurts... I'm in agony right now though, GOD" he says more tears falling down his cheeks.

"I know, but it'll be better than it is now okay? Just go to sleep hunny, you'll wake up feeling better." You say reassuringly. He nods his head and tries his best to relax his aching, shaking body.

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Did some research. Wade Can still feel pain. Meaning he can still feel all the pain from his cancer. Which would be constant pain. Considering the Cancer is basically all over in his body, his skin, everything, it hurts him a lot. So basically his many different cancers constantly eat at his body, just to be healed by his healing facter over and over again. Since hes in pain 24/7 (some days worse than others like normal cancer patients. They have good days and bad days) he doesn't react that much to Bullet wounds, ECT, because he's already feeling constant pain so that added on pain is basically just numb to him. So yeah.

That's great.

I didn't need my heart today anyways.