I just wanted you to know
That I'm not okay
And that's okay
Cause one day everything
Is gonna be alright.But I don't know if I'm gonna
Be alive to that
Cause In my head
Everything is a mess
And I just want it to stopDon't be sad
Cause if I don't survive
I know I be a better
Place than there.But I hope i will see the day
Then I'm alright
Then I don't always have to fake a smile.But right now
I'm just trying to survive
But I'm tried
And slowly giving up.