I'm fine...

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Joe's POV- me and dianne were just chilling out at home, we were gonna go to the park today and have a little Walk but it's raining a lot outside so we are staying in now, currently our heating wasn't working so me and dianne were snuggled up together on the sofa with heaps of blankets over us.
"Joe can I have a coffee?"
"A coffee?"
"Yes please"
"Anything else?"
"Not that's it bubs"
"K I'll be back" I said and got up to make her a coffee.

Dianne's POV- joe got up to make me a coffee so I went on Instagram for a bit. Suddenly a flood of hate messages were commented on my recent post which was me on holiday with joe. It made me really upset that people would say this, but if they're saying it then it must be true.. I read through all of them, I couldn't stop

Ur a slut
Go kill yourself
Ur only using joe for the money
Go die
Ew she's so fat
Get a swimming costume that acc fits your fat ass
Ur so ugly
Eww this is rank
She makes me want to die
Ur disgusting, fat and ugly! You have nothing to live for!
Her smile is disgusting!

I couldn't read anymore. It was really getting to me. Loads of tears started to dwell in my eyes and they threatened to fall but I held them back or joe would know and I don't want that.
"Here's your coffee Gorgeous" He said and handed me it and sat down next to me.
"Thanks" I said, looking away from him or he'll see that I'm upset.
"What's wrong baby?" He said to me.
"I'm fine" I sniffed.
"I can tell something's wrong dot, I'm here to help, remember you can tell me anything. What's up lovely?"
"Joe I'm fine"
"Please don't hide your emotions from me it won't do you any good. Di u can trust me"
"Joe I said I'm fine alright!' Why don't you listen to me for once! I'm fine!! Stop asking! I'm fine!"
I shouted at him rudely.
"Whatever you say" he smiled at me and then got up and went upstairs.

What have I done! I mess everything up! Everything was ok until then! Why does he always ask if I'm ok?! Ugh it annoys me so much! I went upstairs to apologise.
"Joe I'm so sorry, I- I didn't mean it like that" I said to him as I walked into our bedroom. He didn't answer me.
"Little one please don't be annoyed at me"
"I'd never be annoyed at you Di, I'm upset because I know that something is wrong or something is making you upset and the fact that your not telling me is making me sad because what if something's seriously wrong or" I butted in.
"Shhh it's ok, calm down. Breathe. I'll tell you"
"Ok"
"So when you left to make me a coffee I was just sat there in Instagram and then a flood of hate comments started coming through on my phone and they- they were really hurtful to me and I took it to heart too much. But that's what happened, I was just being silly ok? Nothing to worry about" i said, forcing a smile.
"Di. That's something for me to worry about if they made you upset, I don't want anyone or anything making you upset ever"
I nodded with my head down slowly.

Joe's POV- it made me so upset that dianne was sad and that she didn't want to tell me. I needed to see how bad the comments were.
"Please Di. Show me the comments" I said to her nicely.
"Joe the comments ain't important. I'm fine"
"Di it's ok just show me the comments"
"There's no need to I'm fine"
"Dianne Claire buswell show me the god dam comments" I said to her, raising my voice slightly with a stern tone.
She handed me her phone and I read through all of them.
"Dianne, you should of told me sooner. Are you alright?"
"Yeh I'm fine"
"You sure?"
"No" she said and fell onto me, crying into my shoulder.
"It's ok Di, those people are just jealous of you"
"Why would they be jealous of me? I mean look at me. Those people are right! I'm ugly, fat and I have nothing to live for!" She cried even more.
"Dianne buswell! I do not want to hear that come out of your mouth ever again! Do you understand me?!"
"Joe they're right! Just admit it!"
"Why the hell would I do that?! Then I'd be lying completely!"
"Thy are all right! I should just die! I'm ugly! My smile is in fact gross and I'm so fat!" She said balling her eyes out.
"Dianne please stop, I can't bare to hear this from you anymore! Your the nicest person I've ever met! You make me laugh everyday! I love you so much you don't even understand, you're drop dead gorgeous and without a doubt, the most stunning women ever, your smile is amazing and I love it to bits, ur an amazing dancer, ur blessed to have such a stunning body like yours, you're the definition of perfect dianne and if anyone wants to tell you otherwise they can get through me first. I love you SO much and you're the most amazing women I've ever met, you have everything to live for, you've got the job you've always wanted, the nicest friends, the nicest fans and supporters and ur family. Di your family love you, just think about how upset they would be if you were no longer be here. Everyone that I just listed loves you to bits! And so do I!"
"Aww joe that's so sweet. I love you too" I said back to him and kissed him softly.
"I'm so sorry about earlier" I said to him
"That's alright babe, just be happy and positive ok?" He said smiling at me.
"Ok I will. I promise"

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