Back in the old house,the o2l boys all lived together,every day there was a smile on their faces.It was very different for Connor.He was alyways constantly alone in his room,sitting in front of his computer.Did you think he liked this lifestyle?Probably not,whenever he did photography (a passion of his),that would be the only time he goes outside.When Ricky,Jc or any of the other o2l boys would ask him to hang,he would say "no thank you" or "not now maybe later".He felt alone.At the time he didn't know what to do.Nobody knew exactly why he was upset,but nothing could change it. One day,Ricky wanted to ask him if he could film a video."no thanks maybe next week".His excuses concerned Ricky."im completely fine if you don't want to tell me,but what is the matter of you being so down"Ricky says softly."I......I um I'm just unhappy with the way I am," "also just other family drama"."oh well if you ever and I mean anytime,I could help you" Ricky always understood Connor.Ricky left the room Kian was sitting on the couch as Ricky came out of the room and said "well,did he accept being in your video" Kian said while being lost in his computer. "Nope,I would leave him be for a little while" Ricky sighed. Kian was too concerned about Connor,Kian herd that Connor was having a conversation with his mom. "Mom I think I'm depressed,I think I miss her too much,I miss dad too much more".Kian was shocked he wonders why Connor never spoke about his dad,but he was anxious the learn more about this "her".
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