Hi, my name is Aniya Sol'e Knott I'm 17 and I live in a middle-class house on the southside of Chicago. Not Chiraq or Chi-town but Chicago. I hate it when people call it that I give us an even worst image than we already have. I know Chicago isn't the safest place but it's my home. I live with my mom dad and my baby sister Amiya, she's only 3 months and I take her with me everywhere I don't trust people even my parents due to my reasons and trauma, I would never want her to go through the things I did. I want her to be better than me and better than my parents.
Anyway, I'm a brown-skin with an hourglass shape and naturally curly hair my hair is long when its straightened but when its wet shrinks up a lot! I go to southeastern senior high and I am one of the top seniors at my school I'm not very known at my school I don't like attention so I would rather just sit in the back of the class with my overly baggy clothes so boys don't bother me and I can continue on the road to valedictorian! lets get to my story.
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-3;10 am
I felt as if someone was watching but I didn't want to make it obvious that I was awake. moving slowly not to grab attention to my hand i patted the side of my bed checking to see if Amiya was there, realizing I put her in the crib across the room I opened my eyes slightly but not all the way I looked over seeing Amiya still asleep in her crib with my eyes hooded and lids hanging low I searched around my room looking for anything that looks out of the ordinary. I noticed my jacket on my chair swinging when I realized my windows were closed and it couldn't be the wind I began to panic and hope it wasn't him...
HIM...
My father, well my sperm donor a father wouldn't do the things he does to his blood! A father wouldn't hurt his daughter and think it was ok! I noticed him standing at the foot of my bed and seeing as he was shirtless he looked at me in my bed with nothing but lust I began to attempted plan something away to get away because I can't take it anymore he came over to bed and began to rub circles on my thighs causing goosebumps and shivers to go through my body my heart sped up as I felt him making his way to between my legs I tried to scream but nothing would come out this has been the routine since I was 9 he would come in my room at night and touch all my "nono" areas but it never escalated to him physically raping but something in my stomach told me tonight was the night and he was tired of waiting, with a swift motion I took my phone grabbed extremely tight and hit him in the with it multiple times catching him off guard while tried to move but I couldn't move fast enough I made it to the other end of the room but before I could grab a weapon he pulled me by my hair swinging me to the floor knocking the wind out of me it felt as if all air left my body as I was gasping for air he kicked me in the stomach causing blood to come up my throat. I spit blood all over my carpet and tried to crawl away but he grabbed me again this time he hit me across my face with so much power that I felt my self going in and out of consciousness my eyes felt heavy but I tried to stay awake.
The last thing I felt was him ripping my panties down and sharp pains rippeed through my body it felt as if someone took a knife and stabbed me between my legs. I felt blood drip down my lower half as he forced himself in me over and over.
"Please stop! please!" I said but I was so weak it came out as a whisper as tears burned my face I closed my eyes and just prayed that I was gonna wake up I have to get Amaya out of here we have to make it out.I never want her to feel like someone took the only thing she had left .... her innocence! Sleep overcame my body and everything went black.
