~2 months later~
Today Amiya turns 8 months and we are going to the pool to celebrate.
"looka my puddin cup! GO MIYMIY" I cheered as she danced in her crib. Honestly we have been good and I started to take online classes until shes old enough to go to daycare.At the same time its not like she cnt go now i just want her to be verbal when she doess start i wan her to be able to explain to me what happened if God forbid something ever happens!
No I havent talked to Taurus, yes he has reached out and yes I have ignored him there is no point in talking to someone he will betray your trust in a blink of an eye. Picking miya up and kissing her all over face as she gave me a gummy smile taking her upstairs and changing her into a bright one peice bathing suit while I wore brown cheeky bathing suit no name brand just something simple. Putting Amiya down so she could crawl around i ran to the bathroom and threw up everything I ate today and lastnight before bed. This has been an on going cycle everynight in the morning and sometimes just randomly during the day i went to the doctor and they told me I wasnt sick and iI also took a prgnacy test and it came back Negative so i took multiple all said the same thing so I wasnt pregnant just couldnt hold down my food. After i brushed m teeth and toung i went loking for Amiya because she usuall crawled freely around the because everything was baby proofed and baby gated so she couldnt get very far. I found her in her room sleeping on the floor with her toys and cookies around her.
Look at my chunkie monkey
After transforming into the baddie that I most def am. It was time to head out grabbing miya and putting her in her carseat and taking her downstairs I sat her by the door with her bad and my bag walked into the kitchen and got snacks for the day. Checking the bag to make sure everything was in the bags bottles, bandaids, water diapers, flootie ,change of clothes money, emergrncy phone, gun,charger, keys, emergency gun ....ok we good. With that being said we left and went on our way to the pool.
__________________ AT THE POOL_________________________
"Come on miya look at my podding cup" I coed to her as WE struggled to grt this wet diaper on her. It was a team effort and she was not holding up her en of the deal at all!! Finally getting in the pool we splashed around and surprisingly she liked it.
This motherfu- child hate bats but she like this big ass basically tub! what the hell going through her head hope she dnt think ima start getting in the tub with her.
Realizing that I zoned out after hearing Miya speaking giberish my baby cant talk but she tryin dammit! Slashng around she just stopped and I looked at her with confusion written all over my face.
She screamed "DADA DADA DADA" My heart beat quickened and I felt my life flashed before my eyes. Turning around slowly to see who she was talking too to be mat with Taurus lookin dumb ash fully dressed at a pool. I rolled my eyes and grabbed her walking out he pool.
why the hell she screamin dada she dont even know him!!! she hasnt seen him in months ! girl fuck him and yo daddy.
"I know you getting my messages! Why you not responding?" He asked standing behind me.
"If I blocked you on instagram and messages why tf would you think I want to talk to you in person. You must got them struggling ass dreads in that ponytail to tight"
"See now you tryin' me on my block you one make me lay yo bean head ass out I tried to be respectful and give you yourspace but when I try to check up on you, you give me all this damn attitude when really I did nothing to ya stuck up ass"
"Taurus that lets me know we on different thiking levels you ee absolutly nothing wrong in what the hell you did and thats a problem your childish and need to grow up!! You brought random stranger to the place where me and Amiya lay our heads after I told you i didnt want people knowing where I live not only did you bring people to my crib you brought bitches to my crib Taurus. You let your ugly ass friends smoke in my house knowing i got a damn BABY! You let them drink out the jug and roam my damn house! if any of my shit wouldve came up missin what you have done ??"
