Lost and found

Ch.3

⚠️WARNING⚠️  THE FIRST PART OF THIS CHAPTER HAS CUTTING WHICH IS  TRIGGERING FOR SOME PEOPLE
Y/n POV
An 1 hour later I hear them fighting and I start getting scared and I run as fast as i cam upstairs to the bathroom and shut the door then lock it I walk in front of the counter and I fall down to my knees thinking "the fight started cause of you" "everything started because of you" there was a banging on the door but I ignored it and I reach under the sink and get my razor that's hidden I roll my sleeves up and put a new cut for each reason 1, you're worthless 2, you make everyone's life miserable 3, no one loves you I started thinking putting the razor back and started to cry again leaning backwards onto the wall pulling my sleeves down as I soon realize there is still a knock on the door as a voice speaks "Y/N everything's fine I promise you please opened the door please answer" it was Colby he sounds like has been crying which makes me sad as I hear the door unlock and I bring my knees up putting my head down crying as I hear him run in here and he hugs me as we both stay there crying as he looks at me and looks at my arms "can I see your arms please" he said as I start fiddling with fingers "Y/N let me see your arms please" I put an arm out and put my head down on my other arm and crying as he gives me me a hug he starts crying "please y/n promise me you'll stop please we all love you" he said as I sat there looking behind him shock "oh so you love her huh" a guys said as that guy is my father "Dad?" I said getting up "yeah baby girl let's go home" he said grabbing my hand "I am home" I said as I get prepared to get slapped "what did you say!?" He said as he slapped me across the face I see Elton fun up to him "HEY LEAVE HER ALONE WHO EVEN ARE YOU!" Elton said yelling as my dad throws me to the ground "Her dad!" He said smirking as Elton starts fighting and it reminds me of when him and my mom would fight until he killed her "STOP!" I said crying "REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO" I gulp as he gets closer grabbing my hands "YOU GET FUCKING RAPED AND KICKED HOW ABOUT WE START KICKING FIRST!" He said as Elton interrupted him "how about no" Elton said swinging a fist at him and hits his face a few hours later the police come and take him to jail as I start getting dizzy 😢 while the police were questioning me and Colby

Colby POV
We were getting questioned as she starts swaying next thing I know she passes out as I grabbed her and I cry remembering she was bleeding and I didn't stop it then they came and put her in an ambulance "Sir you can't come in unless you're family" he said as he drove out fast and I fall to my knees cry "hey man it's alright" Sam said as I stand up an look at him "no it's not she was bleeding to death and I knew it but I didn't stop the bleeding she could be dead right now because of me!" I said crying heading to my car "wait let me drive" Sam said as all the guys along with Tori, Tara , Kat , and Devyn come out "we will follow" they said as Kat gets in my car "Dude it's fine I promise you she's fine" Sam said still trying to comfort me "yea Colby I promise you she is a fighter it may not seem like it but she will fight to be alive she will do everything she can even if she had to live out on the the streets she would still fight to stay alive" Kat said as I nod "how do you know what to say?" Sam asked her as she laughs "I don't know" she said as we arrive at the hospital I jump out slam the door and ran inside the door "F/M/L/N" (first middle and last name) I said as she looked at the papers "sorry she said no visitors unless Colby Brock" she said as I got my ID out "That's me" I said as she smiled and looked at her paper again "2nd floor room 102" she said I ran over to the elevator and went up to her room she was sleeping on her side I was about to go in as a nurse stops me "sorry she only wants Colby Brock" she said as I tell her that's me and she lets me in I walk in and pull a chair up next to her and I grab her hand a doctor with files came in "Hello Mr.Brock i wanted to inform you she is in a coma from losing so much blood" he said looking sad as I nod and he leaves "Hey y/n, I know you can't hear me but I-" I stop talking as she starts shaking I run out the door "WE NEED A NURSE OR DOCTOR SOMEONE HELP!" I yelled going back in there and crying as a bunch of nurses and doctors rush's in "Sir you can be in here she's having a seizure" he said as I walk out crying I head down to the lobby to leave "Hey what happened? Is she fine? We seen a bunch of doctors run up!" Sam said as I get mad and tear up again "Oh she is fine you said oh she will be alright you said oh she will fight to be alive you guys said OH EVERYTHING FUCKING THING WILL BE ALRIGHT YOU SAID YEAH WELL NO SHES NOT SHE IS HAVING A FUCKING SEIZURE! When will everyone understand not everything is gonna be fucking alright, Elton take Sam home I can't be here" I said started to tear up I head out to my car and start the car I head home slam the door shut and head up to my room as I see her body pillow I lay down and hug it as I realize it smells like her and I burst into to tears again
~3Months later~
She's still in a fucking coma and she has seizures every day every 1 hour so she is in a special room under supervision and no ones aloud in there except doctors and nurses I sit up in my bed looking in the mirror as my eyes are blood red from crying I head downstairs and all the sudden my phone rings "hello" I said "hello Colby bad news she might be in a coma for a year" he said as I start tearing up "okay thanks doc" I said as I hang up and throw my phone to the ground "UGH!" I yelled leaning on the counter with my head in my hands "Hey what's wrong other than Y/N" Tara asked as I looked up "woah Colby awe poor thing come here" she said giving me a hug I hear the front door opened as I look up and only see Sam "Oh hey Sam so bad news she might be in a coma for a year" I said getting ready to cry putting my head down "I can't stand being without you guys more than 3 months let alone a year" I hear as I look up and run over to her giving her a hug we fall on our knees

Y/N POV
"Awe Colb's it's okay" I said as I hear him crying and feel the warm tears on my shirt "Hey Cole look here" I said as he looked at me I noticed his eyes were really red "Awe it's fine, I'm fine I'm here aren't I, and actually good news I won't have seizures all the time when I do they said most likely be once every 3 weeks" I said as he nodded wiping his eyes "So how many weeks has it been since the last one?" He asked great he's gonna get worried "well 3 weeks ago" I said smiling nervously "so you can have one any day and any time" Colby asked scared "Uh kinda yeah" I said as he looked upset "But I will only shake" I said as he nodded and gave me another hug and we stayed like that for a while then I knew it was coming "I'll be right back" I said as I realize the girls follow me I head in Devyns room "what wrong?" Devyn Kat and Tara asked in unison "I'm gonna have a seizure my head rate gets faster I didn't want Colby to see" they nodded and looked worried as my hands start shaking "here sit down" Tara said taking me to Devyns bed to sit down then my legs start shaking after 10 minutes my seizure stops and I start crying "I don't want anyone to ever watch me like that again" I said bringing my knees to my chest and crying as Devyn , Tara and Kat were hugging me "Hey Y/n... what's wrong" Colby came in as he realized that I was crying "N-nothing" I said as he looked me in the eyes "it's fine tell me please, tell me" he says as I look him in the eyes "I came up here because i was gonna have a seizure and I didn't want you to see because I felt bad for you" I said crying as him he walked over and picked and held me in his arms I lay my head in the crook of his neck "Y/n I don't care okay I want to be there for you" he said as me and him cry Devyn Tara and Kat let us be alone and left the room....
-1 year later-
I had started gaining feelings for Colby and I wanted to tell but I don't think he wants a depressed girlfriend al well I gotta try I start heading downstairs as I see Colby with Shea they're cuddling while watching a movie I start crying and I run to main entrance and I hurry up and text the group
/text messages\ CB-Colby S-sam
Y/N- I am sorry guys I'm tired of  you guys telling me it's gonna be okay but you don't know and you can't promise that and it's hard to act like I'm okay when I am constantly feeling unwanted and when you've been sad for a long time that when something bad does happen I don't cry all I feel is numbness
CB-y/n please we all care for you I love you...
Y/n- DO YOU COLBY BECAUSE SEEMS TO ME YOU LIKE SHEA YOU SAID YOU'LL BE THERE FOR ME BUT WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST YOU WERE NOT THERE
E-Y/n it might seem like that but I promise we care about you
S-please y/n tell us where you are we can talk about this
K- y/n please I love you like my own sister we all call for you no matter what
D-Katrina is not lying we all care for you no matter what is going on no matter if we're fighting whatever we all go through I promise you we all still love each other
C- y/n where are you
Y/n- I'm at the place where I'm gonna take my last breath bye
/end of text messages\
I was standing as the bridge I sat my phone down I stepped over the railing holding on as I hear a few cars come up I turn around seeing them "don't come any closer or I will let go!" I said yelling as tears flowed my down my face like a waterfall "please y/n" as I look and see shea "WHAT FIRST YOU STEAL COLBY FROM ME AND NOW YOU WANNA SUCK UP WELL I I WERE  YOU I WOULD STAY BACK AND YOU CAN LIVE WITH THE FACT YOUR THE REASON I KILL MYSELF!" I yelled crying again as the wind starts picking up and it starts raining.....