Circus boys

Chapter 1 ♣

"Omg, this boy is something". "He is naturally talented at telling people what to do, Such a good saint". "He's only 6 years old do you believe it, Look at our little..........Boy...... UGGGGH WHO ARE YOU!!!". "I-I'm still me! I'm Rem!". "Omg, how disgraceful. Why do you look like a monster!". "Let's kick him out". "Yes". People at the church had kicked him out already. Just because he was different, he was in the street with nothing but his own clothes. "Who was I to them? Am I even someone they care about? Who Am I exactly". Rem kept wondering, A tear came down his eye and he never knew the reason. "Oh, I get it now. I guess this world is cruel after all. This world is full of dirty people, I want to live mom but still. I have to give in to this society".

A circus came by to perform. "COME IN COME IN PEOPLE. IT'S ALL FOR FREE!". Rem couldn't help but watch, then he got closer and closer to them. He saw an old man and that man smiled at him he then went there and Asked. "Can I work with you guys?! I Have no home". "SURE KID, WHAT CAN YOU DO?!". "I-I can tell people what to do" The man's tone then changed. "Sorry kid, We are doing business". "No please! I can do anything!". "Anything?". "ANYTHING!". "Alright, you got it". Rem then looked into the man's eyes and said. "I'm Rem, It's nice to meet you, sir!". "Hmph whatever, come with me". The man gave him a room, then he told him to do something worth watching. Two months later, A makeup provincialist came and turned him into a girl.

"Master, please. I'm sorry, he just keeps going for so long and it hurts. I'm really sorry". "If you are, you would have treated him nicely. Disgusting boy. Where did you even come from anyway". The old man kept on hitting and wounding him, Rem went back to his room. He started patching himself up. Erasing his tears and suddenly, he heard a voice coming from behind the curtains. "Um, Hello. Can I come in?". "No......". "I saw what happened, I know I just started working today but please let me help". Rem kept quiet then he asked. "What's your name?". "I'm Jackson". He replied. "What do you want anyway?". "I just want to help". "Heh, So you're lonely, and then you decided to come to see the most pathetic one of us". "No, NO! I swear, I mean nothing wrong". "Just leave". Jackson kept on coming for him, every day, It didn't matter to him how many times he got rejected. "Please, I beg of you, leave". "I won't until you let me help you". Rem kept quiet for a second then he said. "Fine, just don't-". Jackson didn't wait for a second, He had a healing lotion and some bandages. "Thank you". "Why do you care so much anyway?". "It's because I think you should be treated better". Jackson then squeezed out some healing lotion and got close to Rem's skin. "Do whatever, As long as you don't make fun of me". "Why does he hit you only?". "I........." he then smiled really brightly and tears started rolling down his eyes. "I don't know". Jackson then hugged him and Rem kept on crying his heart out, he was silent thought. He didn't scream or moan. Jackson then said. "I need to get back to my tent". "Yeah.......". "I'm coming back tomorrow too!". Rem kept quiet then he said. "No..... don't look at me ever again". The next day, Rem wore his usual custom and went to the stage to do cool tricks on the rope. Jackson was watching him, "He's smiling, How does he smile". He said with teary eyes. Then Rem got down and as soon as he got into his tent, Jackson followed him. "HOW DO YOU DO IT, WHY ARE YOU SMILING. EVERYONE THINKS YOU ARE HAVING FUN WHEN THIS IS HELL TO YOU". "Shhhhhhh, Come here". He took him in then he said. "Please keep this a secret, no one knows about this except for you and Master". "Where are you going now?". "I-I h-have to go meet up with someone, now excuse me". Jackson held his wrist then he said. "Who is it?". "Stop mudding into someone else's life!". "I won't let go until you tell me!". Rem then looked away and said. "I'm a toy for men. A pain maniac. That's where the bruises are from, do you get it now. I'm hurt and people think I'm dirty, so leave me be". Jackson let go of him not because he's dirty but because he's really shocked. He waited in Rem's tent for 3 hours, Rem then came back all bruised up to find Jackson in there. "W-what are you- Owww". Jackson got up and held his hand so that Rem doesn't fall. "Why are you here?". "It's because I care". Jackson helped him get to the bed and set him down. "Why do you care about me so much?! Who am I even? I'm nothing, just a burden". "Are you done belittling yourself?". Rem looked at him in the eyes and said. "No, Until you leave". "Well, I'm not". "WHY?!". "It's because I like you".