Hello losers
It's me, again.
Let's start with my new thoughts... KPOP !!!
I know it's weird ; « what can she talks about ?? »
Let me explain kids
At the very beginning of my kpop journey, I was in a depressive episode. It was 2 years ago. I started listening to it by curiosity, and the more I listened to kpop, the best I started to feel.
BTS, Exo, The Rose, Monsta X, Dean, IU,.... they all "cured" me in some ways.
After maybe 1 year and a half, I started to change my music tastes and went back to my roots : rock
Now I'm not really into kpop anymore.
But I still listen to it,
"Why ?" Would you ask
Well, it's because it makes me feel great again, it reminds me of the times when I was happy.
The time when I had a lot of friends, a girlfriend.
I didn't tell you last time but without BTS, my ex and I would not ever met. So I'm truly thankful for that.
Now I lost 90% of my "friends", I lost my girlfriend and my joy.
That's why I still listen sometimes, to feel happy in my memories.
Like Van Gogh, who used to eat yellow paint because it was a joyful color. I listen to kpop because it's joyful for me.
Well not everything is black. I do have a flirt, and some close friends (evakame thanks again and again and again for everything uwu)
That was SHIT but idk it's my mind not yours lmao
Bad Bye
Keira ✞
