Just A Strong Dislike

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When we don't know who to hate, we hate ourselves.    

Chuck Palahniuk

I wanted to punch him, hurt him likes he's hurt me for the past few months. The crowd around us was making me nauseous. I couldn't do anything other than receive the hard core blow to my face. Couple of minutes he was started to breath hard as I took this opportunity to punch him with all my force and hatred i had in me causing him to topple over some girl I didn't recognise. I was used to this, used to the hate i got twenty-four seven. A girl came up to me and what left her lips made me somewhat happy. I didn't know there was anyone to help or even care about my well being. This feeling scared me.