The secret I've kept from you

Im crying babe

I was currently almost 4 months pregnant. Nothing fit I was having a horrible day.

I started crying and heard Colson come into the bedroom.

"Babe what's wrong?" He asked.

"Nothing fucking fits me anymore" I said sobbing.

"Babe, you could just wear my sweats and one of my T-Shirts and you'd still look hot as fuck." He said hugging me.

"I can't wait until next We find out the gender I'm really excited." I said whipping my tears away.

"I'm so happy too babe" Colson said.

He walked out to go make lunch for us and I put on a gray shirt, army green sweatpants and black converse.

I walked downstairs and into the kitchen.

"Damn, your showin real well now!" Dubo said.

I started crying again and rest my elbows on the island while crying into my hands.

"Damnit dub" Colson said walking over to me.

"I'm fat, I hated being fat with Chloe, I'm fat again." I said.

"Babe your not fat, it's the baby weight. Once you have the baby you'll look sexy as always, Hell you look sexy even pregnant" Colson said kissing my forehead as I rapped my arms around his back.

"I'm sorry I'm being a bitch today, the hormones won't leave me alone today" I said started to laugh.

"Your ok babe" Colson said laughing.

We ate dinner and spent the rest of the day chilling out by the pool.

~one week later~

Oh my god today's the day Colson and I get to find out the gender of our baby.

I'm so excited to see if we're going to have a baby boy of a baby girl.

I walked downstairs seeing everyone running around in the backyard trying to get everything set up. Colson and I weren't aloud outside.

We sat in the kitchen eating lunch and decided to go get ready. We walked back upstairs to our bathroom and I did my hair and makeup.

I got dressed wearing a white Dress with blue and pink flowers on it, with white heels.

"Babe you ready everyone's-" he started. "Holy fuck, your hot" He said wrapping his arms around my waist.

"I'm ready let's go" I said laughing.

We walked downstairs and saw a lot of people outside by the pool. Colson and I started walking outside when I saw Ashton. He was standing in the back.

I immediately squeezed colsons arm. Colson looked at me then looked at Ashton. Colson started to walk to him but I pulled Colson back to me.

"Babe, let's not let him ruin our baby's gender reveal party please" I said looking at Colson.

"Yeah ok I'm sorry" he said kissing me.

We walked to the box that said "boy or girl?" On it and stood by it getting a couple pictures.

Finally it was time.

"Ok so guys your going to pull up the box and either pink or blue balloons with fly out" Hailey said hugging me.

Colson and I kissed each other and started opening the box.

I started crying when I seen the balloons fly out and Colson had tears in his eyes as he kissed me deeply. Everyone started yelling.

"ITS A BOY!" everyone yelled.

"We're having a baby boy!" I said crying.

"I'm so happy babe" Colson said.

The rest of the night was filled with laughter and excitement thinking about having a son and the girls having a baby brother.

We kicked Ashton out immediately after we found out the gender. I was relieved for him to just leave and not try anything dumb.

Colson and I got tired and went upstairs to bed after putting the girls down.

"So Babe now that we know what color the nursery's going to be, we better start working on it" I said smiling at Colson.

"I can't believe I'm about to have a son" Colson said.

"I can't believe I get to have another baby with the love of my life" I said.

Colson kissed me and we fell asleep in each other's arms. I loved this man. I have two beautiful little girls and soon to be a baby boy, with a very sexy and handsome man. Colson snuggled closer to me as we both passed out.