The Story of Our Lives (Zianourry)

10

You have no clue as to how pissed I am. My father called me this morning and he told me that we were getting some new people to join us. Not only that, but they are fucking girls! This is only going to screw up my mission as time goes fucking on. I tried to tell him that we don't need anymore people, but he wouldn't take a no for an answer. He kept saying that their fathers has a really big deal with him, so he has to follow through with it.

Now...I have no problem with meeting new people and I don't really care that y hey are girls...but something is making me mad. I am currently in open area on the main deck and I'm watching these girls flirt with my fruends. I know that it's not necessarily bad since they are bisexual and they are single, but it is causing a shift in my emotions. Like its almost as if I'm getting sick by the sight in front of me.

I don't even know how the boys are feeling, they are just...allowing the girls to fucking throw their bodies at them. Louis was with some bitch named Eleanor. Liam was with a slut named Sofia. Zayn had a snake that goes by the name of Gigi. Then there was Niall with a complete whore named Hailee.

(A/N: I have no hate towards them!)

The boys aren't talking to them, but the fact that the girls are all touchy with them is what is making me mad. I almost want to slap them and tell them to back the fuck off. I am so close to kiss each boy and call them mine just to set a point with those bitches. Anyways, what is also making me mad is that the boys are not even noticing my presence. It is like as if I don't even fucking exist. Like, Harry who?

"Louis~" Eleanor called out to him, and there was no response from my friend, but she took that as a sign or some shit like that. "Do you think that I look pretty?" She asked and I saw her unhook a button from her top. Now I'm fucking livid. I stood up and I finally got the attention from not only the boys, but also the girls. I didn't want to be in here anymore.

I just cleared my throat and said, "If you guys need me, I'll be in my bunk..." I turned and walked out of the room. I heard them calling my name, but I didn't turn back. I really didn't want to be there. I didn't want to sit there and watch some bitches flirt with what's mine. I know that we are not off- What. The Fuck. Am I saying? I don't like them like that! No way! Nope-

Sofia and Liam. No.... Eleanor and Louis. No! Hailee and Niall. NO! Gigi and Zayn. Fuck it! I like them alright?!? I hate the sight and I hate the thought of them being with someone else, and just...fuck! I don't like being jelous, but that should be me! That just made me sound so rude and selfish...I'm sorry. I am just thinking about a lot of things right now....

I pulled out my laptop from underneath my bed and I opened Skype, immediately calling my very first best friend, Shawn. He and I have been friends for 10 years now and we haven't been talking alot. That didn't destroy or mess up my friendship with him. Because whenever we do talk, we are like reconnected as that weird bunch. I'm the one who is weird while Shawn is the one who questions how he became friends with me in the first place. We are such a dynamic duo.

It run 5 more times before the screen of Shawn's finally popped up. I smiled at the camera and waved at my friend. He smiled and waved back. "Hey Haz, how's it going? Have you gotten any clues while on y-" "Honestly Shawny, I don't really want to talk about the mission right noe. There are things that is going on right now and it's really pissing me off."

"Why what's going on?" "Well there are these boys thst I'm now starting to catch feelingsf-" "There's more than one?" "Yeah...does that make me sound slutty?" "It does, but it really depends if this is like a mutual thing, you know? Like if all of them like you as well and like each other of course." "I don't even know what that means...."