The Field Of Berries (Reader Version)

Decisions Made (3)

Y/N slides into a seat at the lunch table, with Clare following closely after you

Y/N: What are we going to do?

Clare: Y/N you have a ton going on I'll handle it, besides I couldn't imagine my dad dying and my mother moving on, I'll write a paper on summer activities to do

Y/N: I know my dad disappeared two years ago but it feels like my mom moved on so fast, I've barely been talking to her

Clare: Did the police ever find anything?

Y/N: No, Nothing, he's just gone

you fight to hold your tears back and end up zoning out, next thing you knows the five minute warning bell for lunch to end goes off snapping you out of your thoughts, you look up to see that Clare is halfway through eating her food, seeing that reminds you that you never ate, you looks down at your plate, if your honest with yourself you didn't want to eat it, now that you know what you could be eating, you don't think you can bare eating this, you wanted to throw up and looking at all the kids around you, gulping down the goop in a rush made it worse, you wonder how much healthier actual food would be for them, you decides then that you're going to bring real food back, you just have to cross the forbidden mountains, you've always wondered what is beyond them anyway, maybe your dad's over there