journey.

backstage.

                            06/5/2019, Los Angeles

Another day, another page. Well I don't know if this is gonna go well but I promised him I would have been there with him.
Harry will be singing tonight in LA and he asked me, he forced me actually (I hate you) to be there, so I had to cancel my plans for tonight -pyjama,  pop corn and my fave film.
Instead I will have to get up, get dressed, put a decent amount of make up on my face and get out there, in the world, with people and pretend I'm enjoying it. I don't know if I can do it.
'i want an entire tub of ice cream.' is the message I sent him this morning.
'i will pick you up at 5 and I'll make sure I have some ice cream with me, in case you will bite me x'. Ah-ah-ah Harry, i'm not some kind of beast. Well not all of the time lol.
When he knocked on my door I was still half naked so I just ran back and forth in the house looking probably like a desperate and Harry was there on the couch giving me judgy looks.
"Stop it now and help me find my earrings, the ones you got me" i shouted to him.
Smirking he got up and just indicates with his finger the place where 2 seconds before he was sitting.
They were under his bum.
"You cheeky..." I whispered with a smile.
"Let's go" he grabbed me and got in the car.
Once we got to the stadium the place was absolutely massive, we went in one of the rooms in the backstage and chilled there for a while, Harry was just smoking and I was eating my gorgeous Ice cream.
Some random guy dressed all in black came in the room and got Harry for the final rehearsal so I just followed them and sat on the floor in front of the stage. They sang a couple of songs and everything was ok, Harry was just focused on the performance, I could tell he was a bit nervous but that was normal for him.
We came back to the room, 30 minutes to the start and he was just walking in circle in his room listening to music. I was there on the couch looking at him.
"You'll be great".
"I know I will, did Gemma messaged you?"
"Yes she said she will as soon as she comes back home, don't stress out."
I get up and open my arms, time for our traditional pre-performance hug. It's my favourite thing with him, just me and him in each others arms in complete silence listening to the fans screaming outside, so close that we can hear each other breathing. After 2 minutes like that he just whispered:" I have to go".
I hugged him thighter and he just kissed me on my cheek.
"See you out there" I smiled at him.
He smiled back and I went out of the room.
After 1 hour and a half of screaming and sweat the concert was finally over and I went back to the side room.
Harry was on the couch laying down for 2 minutes before the meet and greet with the fans.
I sat on the couch with his head on my legs, I was just playing with his hair when he said: "Rania I've known you since we were 5, I always thought you were really cute but now every time I look at you I just think you are beautiful." He got up and went out.
I was left there with his words still in the air.
Ok that was unexpected.
I went out to meet him as well, it's kind of a game we do, I pretend to be a fan of him and I get a hug and a photo together.
When I was queuing he was hugging someone else and looded at me he smiled, a sincere heart warming smile.
It was my turn, he opened his arms and automatically I hugged him again, and whispered in his ear:" I think you are beautiful too Harry". And ran away.

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Good morning beauties! It's been a while since I last wrote a story here, let me know if you like this story :) ps be kind is my first story in English ahah