Broken

e i g h t e e n

and he suddenly knew that if she killed herself, he would die. Maybe not immediately, maybe not with the same blinding rush of pain, but it would happen. You couldn't live for very long without a heart.

Louis POV-

"Hey Sarah, I'm going to check on Scarlet and hang with her a bit, wanna come?" I said to sarah.

"No. Really need to catch up in school." She said before exiting the room.

I get up and go in my car heading so Scarlets house.

Her parents are gone for a few days so It will just be us, again.

When I reach her house, I enter without knocking because its like I live there too at points.

The living room is empty, but the kitchen, has a box in it.

I walk over to the box, but trip over a bottle.

I grab the little orange bottle from the floor, and read it.

Silenor (doxepine)
Do not take with alcohol.
Eat before ingest.
Murphy, Jeremy W.

Why was this empty on the floor? Her father wasn't here and her mum wasn't either.

Scarlet.

I run to the stairs and gasp at the girl I have grown so fond of, lying almost lifelessly on the stairs.

I run to her side and pick her up. and set her on the kitchen island.

"Scarlet! Wake up!" I scream while shaking her.

"Fuck! Scarlet! Wake up!" I am crying now, this girl meant everything to me. This can't happen.

I pick her up again and take her to the main bathroom, and open the medicine closet.

I find the ipecac syrup and put the desired amount on the bottle in her mouth and hold her over the toilet.

"Scarlet! Throw it up!" I continue screaming.

She starts throwing up a little, but the bottle should have more in there.

"There baby, let it out." I say.

She doesn't respond.

"Scarlet! Scarlet!" I yell to the redhead in my arms.

I turn on the water in the shower and make it cold. I jump in there with her, and put her in the water, in hope the chill will wake her.

It doesn't work and I'm Screaming into the lifeless body in my arms.

Why would she do this? Why? Was I not enough! I need her. I need her love. I'm not just half a heart without her. I'm nothing. I'm hopeless. I need her!

I dial 911 before my thoughts are collected.

"911, what is your emergency?" The dispatcher spoke.

"My Girlfriend took a bottle of insomnia pills. She won't move or wake up! I already tried ipecac." I start crying.

"Sir, calm down, what is the name of the pills she took?" she said

" Silenor." I said

"Okay now, what is your location?" she spoke again.

"9076 nw liberty lane" I spoke a mile a minute.

"Ambulance is on the way, hope all works out." she said.

"me too." I said before the call ended.

"Scarlet. Baby, wake up. Please. I need you." I said while crying into her.

"Who ever pushed you to do this is going to pay." I said.

The medics rush in and take Scarlet. I ride in the ambulance and text all the boys.

They are all on their way and I call scarlets parents and tell them everything that happened.

They can't come. They fucking can't come. How selfish is that?

When we reach the hospital, I follow the nurses and they tell me to stay in the waiting room.

All the lads arrive and they all ask me what happened and I told them.

"Do you think Liam and I should search the house and see what could have driven her to do this." Harry said while tearing up.

Everyone took to scarlet so easily, it wasn't much of a surprise either; she was just so cute, likable perfect, beautiful, smart, creative....

"Yes. Please." I said while sniffling.

And with that, Harry and Liam left, leaving me with Zayn and Niall.

"Who ever caused this is going to get it bad." Zayn whispered

"Worse that ever." Niall said.

I was so tired, 2 hours passed, and nothing. so I decide to nap.

When I came to, a nurse approached me.

"Are you Louis Tomlinson?"

"Yes, now how is she?" I demanded.

"That's the problem. The pills were too much for her body and didn't set well with her, causing her stomach lining to deteriorate.-" she gets cut off.

"How is she?" Niall raises his voice.

"She's in a coma." she erupted.

A/N-

This shit is crazy

I will update maybe again today