Wanna Float? - On Hold - OLD BOOK

Fascinateing

My head was spinning as I walked back to my trusted home.
I thought about all the things that had happened recently here in Derry.
A cold shiver made his way down my back as I walked pass the dark, scary looking old house that wasn't too far away from mine.
I've always wondered, what had happened in that house,  or why it was abounded.
Why it was so scary.
This house made me feel vulnerable and small compared to it.

I always watch kids walking up to that building, but none of them wanted to get inside of it.
No one.

Kinda strange if you ask me even I have a bad feeling about it and not just in the past but also now. Even now this house just gave me the chills and I don't know if this was just a feeling or if it just was my mind telling me, that I should keep away from that house and that I should never go inside.
No matter what happened.

I walked past the house always kept my guard up and I never acknowledged it before but something in my mind tells me "go inside your safe!" but the other side is telling me "go away never go inside!" That is something I've never heard  before...strange.

This one particular mind was telling me "go back, go back!" but I chose to ignore it and walked away from the house. I had a bad feeling that this was a decision I shouldn't have made, because in the next second something  snapped and I fell to the ground.

A huge headache was clouding  my mind and I couldn't control myself anymore. My whole body was trembling and weird feeling of helplessness and coldness was floating through my body, I was fighting against my body, to get up again, but no use.

I heard footsteps approaching my body, I felled vulnerable because I was lying on the ground helplessly and this one person who was slowly approaching me, gave me the chills.
I was scared... and not just a little.

"Hiya (Y/n)!" Said a cheerful voice in front of me.

I saw white boots in front of my face and travel with my eyes up the body that was standing right in the way between me and the bright sunlight that was covering my face before he approached me.
It was cold in the shadow of it.
My eyes froze in his blue ones as my eyes met his.
It was the clown again.

He looked down at me and had a smug smile on his face. His Face expression was strange, but I couldn't describe the expression surely,  that his ice cold blue eyes held. They showed love, anger, lust...but most of all... Desire. All emotion lead me to just one emotion. I was scared. Scared of the unknown.

He bent down to my level and took a Strand of my hair. A smile tugged on his corner lips as he began to play with it. "So soft." he mumbled to himself.
He glanced back into my eyes, his eye colour changed to a  pinkish tone, which confused me.

"Soon." He said with a childlike smile and clapped his hands together before he vanished into thin air. Only a red balloon remains.
My heart was beating faster than ever, I was scared to death, but also fascinated by him. What does he mean by 'Soon?'. Is something going to happen?
My mind was spinning and I didn't notice,  that the balloon flew dangerously close to my face before it popped real loud. I screamed and ran.
I ran back to my home.
With IT, watching every step of my way.