I feel so cold Chanlix

1.The process of running towards your objective

I can do it. I can do it. I can't risk to fail this test. I can remember everything. I don't need to go through that again and again and again, if I get a perfect score. I will make them proud, so I don't need to listen to them argue. 

Everything is going to be fine. I can do it. I can do it. I will get a perfect score. Maybe if I don't get a perfect score, I might don't need to go to that fancy school. I just want to stay here in Sydney. I don't want to move to Korea.

I don't have any friends in there. Well that doesn't mean shit because I don't have friends in here either. I just don't feel like moving around to a new place. Also I need to improve my Korean. Let's just get this test done and worry later when I am not studying or "talking" with my parents.

I hope they will stop hoping so much from me. I don't want to grow up so fast. Don't expect so much from me.

I feel so cold...