"Our Old Memories"

Chapter 4.

As Ross entered my room I suddenly started to feel really nervous, and as soon as I turned to him, he......

*Flashback* Ross and Laura have recently been to the cinema and now are heading home. ''I really enjoyed tonight Ross'' Laura said smiling. ''Yeah, me too'' Ross said, smiling back.  ''Laura, ok I'm going to tell you something and you're not gonna freak out, ok?'' Ross said to Laura. ''I promise I won't Ross'' she said back, positively smiling, knowing nothing of what he was going to say next. ''I'm going on a date with Layla, next week'' Ross said to her, knowing nothing of her reaction. ''Oh, cool'' she replied. Ross was confused, he knew that she hated Layla. ''Is that it'' Ross said to her. ''What do you mean, Ross?'' Laura replied. ''I thought you wouldn't want me to date her, I mean you don't like her do you?''. ''Ross, I may be you're best friend, but I can't tell you who you should and shouldn't date, or butt in with that. That'd be cruel, even though I do hate her, I want the best for you Ross'' she replied with a smile. *End of Flashback*

....came close to me. ''I'm really sorry Laura, I know I should of believed you and I have been a really terrible best friend, I should of never dated her, I'm so so sorry, I had no idea what you were doing, I didn't want to believe it Laur'' he started, tears forming in his eyes. ''The truth is I love you Laur, but you probably won't even love me anymore because of what I did to you'' he said. I just looked at him, and went in for a hug, he hugged me back. It really sounded like he had actually understood the whole situation, it's just that he said he didn't want to believe what I was doing to myself, which is understandable. ''I'm sorry I acted this way and screamed at you and made you feel the way that you did, Laur'' Ross said to me. I broke the hug. ''I forgive you Ross....but please-'' I said sighing. ''-please believe me next time, because next time it may be worse than this situation and it may just end our friendship and I just want you to know that I love you to and I would do anything for you Ross'' I said to him with a smile on my face, he smiled back. Half an hour had passed, me and Ross we're just watching a movie, when I became really tired.

I sat with Laura, watching my favourite movie, Romeo + Juliet, before she fell asleep in my arms, she looked so beautiful, I just kissed her forehead and said ''Goodnight'' to her. Then I can't really remember anything else and I guess we fell asleep. The next morning Laura was still beside me from last night. ''Hey Rossy'' she said, smiling at me. ''Oh, hey Laur'' I said half a sleep, but managed to give her a smile. ''So do you want to hang out today Ross?'' Laura asked. ''No thanks, not really'' I replied. She looked down for a second or two, before she could say anymore I said ''I was kidding Laur, I'd love too''. That's when she hugged be really tight. ''Um Laur-'' I said, melting in to her hug. ''-you're hugging me a bit too tight'' I finished, with that she broke the hug then looked at me and smiled, before she left to get ready for the day. I'm so glad she forgave me, I mean Laur has been my best friend since I can't remember and I have been such an ass-hole these past few days. I just don't know how she forgave me. I can't believe even now why I listened to Layla instead of Laura in the first place. When Laura told me, well not told me, showed me that she had been self-harming I felt my heart break in to a million pieces because It just felt as if I was a part of it, In this case I was because Layla was bullying her. I actually hate her. She is a liar, and she is a bitch for doing those things to Laura. I didn't really want to believe what she told me, though. I mean who would want to find out that they're best friend was doing that to they're self. But I did, the hard way.

I got up from Laura's bed and left and went to my own room for a shower, when I got out I thought for a while about everything, and then it suddenly hit me. My best friend, who had the most perfect smile, a perfect personality, the girl that has been through hell for me, I'm staring to fall in love with her.....