Hello, fellow readers. I'm sorry for the disappointment I've cause everyone to feel for the past few months and for uploading an announcement instead of a new chapter that I promised.
I don't know where to start, but this is just an issue in my life that I shouldn't say much to others. However, I hope to give everyone a reason for not being able to update the new chapters on both stories I'm currently 'supposed' to write.
For the past couple of months, I was having trouble finding out the truth behind my fiancée 'doesn't care' action. He was the one who proposed to me and we got engaged more than a year. Nevertheless, he never called me and even though I tried to call him, his voice didn't show any happiness when speaking to me. I didn't love him at first, we got engaged because my mother loved him just like her own son, and she said he was a good man. I thought so at first, but after we got engaged I didn't think so. The engagement was set too early for me because us Asian believe in the words of fortune teller and they said October, 08, 2018 was the good day even though we didn't know each other yet, in the end everything was done hastily.
Not long after, I started to understand his characteristics and I don't think what I see was what I thought before. He's just a coward, ignorant, and self-center person. He wasn't only not being grateful to my parents' affection, he took my feelings for granted. We're supposed to marry this March, 08 which is the year I'm supposed to study hard(grade12 this year).
Me and my mom was rushing to buy this and that, prepared everything accordingly but he was always saying 'I'm busy' this busy that (DIDN'T NOTHING!). What's worse was, he has time to go drinking or attending his friends marriage or when on Sunday, he went to his hometown! But no time for me!
Remember!!! THE ENGAGEMENT WAS DONE BECAUSE OF MY MOTHER'S MONEY.
THE BOOKED WEDDING PLACE WAS ALSO MY MORHER'S MONEY! He hasn't given us even a single cent because we thought his family was having a problem! Dude! Until I found out he was walking with some woman on the street from my friend! I was a fool! I couldn't believe writing novels and being in a dramatic novel of my own was so f**king depressing! I wish I thought and find out more before saying ok to that f***ing 'his profitable proposal'!!! My family isn't poor! We just loved his character at first! But not now!
I finally canceled that engagement a few days ago. But I don't think I can get on track with the stories again at all. But I have to catch up on the studies again because I have been neglecting it for almost a year because of some shitty guy. I'm stupid but I want to change. I might not be able to continue now but I swear, I won't drop this book for god sake. This is my life, my only enjoyment in those shitty depressing days!
Anyway, good day/night to all of you. I wish everyone happy on this Monday! Hopefully, everyone enjoy the daily life and choose the best route for yourself! Good luck!
Love from,
Nana
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