Beyoncé
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Hug me real slowly, I'm just like a baby drooling over you.
Nicki
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Fuck what they talking about, that's cutting all into my time with you!
"How ya feelin' Nic?" Robyn asked as I walked back into the house with the kids. I sighed and she held her arms out for me. I hugged her and a tear fell from my eye, onto her jean jacket. "I know babe. I swea' I hate ha fa' leavin' us so soon," she said as she sniffled. I rubbed her back and she sat up, wiping her face. "I luh ya' sis. I'll foreva be hea' fa you and my niece and nephew," she said as she held me by my shoulders. "I love you too sissy," I said kissing her cheek. "Mommy cooked Oxtail Soup and rice," she said happily attempting to cheer me up. I smiled but inside I was hurting. That was the first meal Gianna and I ever had together. She was the reason it was my favorite. "Yay. Alright let me go feed Papa, and I'll be in there," I told her as I walked over to his stroller. "Hi baba, are you hungry my love?" Baba was a nickname Gianna had given Tori and Our Unborn child, when we first found out about him. I picked him up out of his stroller and grabbed his blanket as well. I pulled out my boob to nurse him, before covering myself and relaxing. I scrolled through my Instagram and swiped past another picture of this 'Bianka' girl. I sighed as I got flash backs of Gianna.
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I liked her photo and attempted to scroll. "Hey that's my mommy!" Blue called out from over my shoulder. I looked back and my eyes widened. "Your mommy's Name is Bianka?" She nodded. "Yeah, my mommy's name is Bianka Carter! She looks just like my Grandma Tina," she smiled. I kissed her innocent forehead and nodded. Did Gianna have a twin or something? "Okay sweetpea, did Nana Carol feed you guys yet?" I asked as she nodded and waved me to follow her. I slowly stood up, trying not to interrupt Kobe's feeding. "Mommy you cooked all this for them?" She had made little sliders and baked macaroni. "Yeah, you too. Y'all look hungry," she said as blue ran to sit with Tori. "Thank you mama," Kobe unlatched and I wiped his mouth after fixing myself. "You all done Papas?" I patted his back and burped him as Rih scarfed down on a slider. "Mommy can Blue stay the night with us?" Tori asked doing her infamous pouty face. "I don't know Baba, Blue would have to ask her mommy," I reasoned but my phone buzzed as soon as I'd finished. It was a text from mama Tina.
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"Rih. You think you can watch Papa later for me?" She nodded waking by with another slider. "Yeah why?" I handed her the phone and she giggled. "Surprise? I'd be scared if I was yuh,"I chuckled and kissed Kobe's tForehead as he reached up for my shirt. "My sweet boy," I sighed and looked up at Tori, who was tapping my shoulder. "Can I hold brother now?" I nodded and helped her up onto my lap before setting Kobe in her arms, while helping her support his head. "You are so cute! Just like me," she squealed making my laugh. "You are too much Tor," as time flew by it's became closer and closer to 4:00. "Tori let me fix you hair before we got to Nana Tina's house," she sat down on the chair as I pulled her long, curly hair into two pigtails and lightly touched up her edges.
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"You are so cute Tor," she giggled as I pecked her little lips. "Duh mommy, I look like you!" I laughed as I stood her up. "Alright let's get going my love," "Aye where's Papa's blanket?" Kobe has this one specific blanket he had to have when I wasn't there or he threw a fit. I washed it with this specific detergent that I also washed my clothes in, so it smelled like me. "It's on mommy's bed. I'm about to leave out now okay?" "Alright I got this. Bye," I shook my head and waved Tori on. "Buckle up when you get in Tor," I told her as I opened her door and watched her buckle herself in. "All done," I smiled and got in the drivers seat. Within ten minutes time, we had made it to Ms. Tina's home and there was three cars in the driveway, one I acknowledged as Solange, Gianna's sister.
Bianka pov "I can't believe you're really hear. My baby ," my mom cried out as I hugged her. "I was only in Japan mama. It's only been 2 Years," she pulled away and studied my face. She wiped her thumb under the tip of my left eyebrow, removing my concealer and revealing my beauty mark before I saw her face drop. "I'm so sorry baby. It's just, you came in and the beauty mark was gone. I thought it was a bad dream," she sighed. Suddenly there was a knock on the door. "I think that's Piaget," my smaller sister was indeed at the door with some one else. The person who followed her in had a very masculine appearance, though still feminine like. They had darker brown hair pulled into a bun and a dope ass under cut. Their skin tone was some what like mine, but more tan, as if they were from one of the southernmost states. They must have caught me staring because although they wore large sun glasses , I still felt the attitude filled gaze . "Hi, I'm Bianka," I introduced myself. "Hey, call me G," the persons voice sounded so familiar yet I couldn't put my finger on it. "So, mama, when I tell you this please remember that we just wanted to keep you, Nika, Juju, and the babies safe," Solange said as mama raised her eyebrow, a trait that all her kids had inherited. "Speak Piaget," Solange fidgeted with her Diamond tennis bracelet before looking up at the person. She gave them a nod and they took off the glasses. "Hi mama," Gianna spoke as my mother's face when pale.
