Chapter Four

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Nicki Pov
2 days later...
"So your telling me that Gianna is still alive. Your baby mama, my Bestfriend, Kobe's Mama, Giana?" Rihanna said and I knew she couldn't believe it. Shit I really couldn't either.
"Yeah, she supposedly be coming today to talk and to meet Renzo. I'm scared Rih, and hurt," Rihanna sighed and scratched her head.
"Nic, I honestly don't know mama. I feel the same way, but G wouldn't do this to us for no good reason. We should at least her her out. You should at least her her out," I nodded and continued washing up the dishes.
"Well, I'm gonna head out, I have to meet Nene and you know how she is if I'm late," she said playfully rolling her eyes. Jhené was Robyn's On-again-off-again Girlfriend. Rih has commitment issues and that always sabotages their relationship, but deep down we all know their menu for each other.
"Okay tell my sis to call me. I need one of her talks," she nodded before walking o it the front door. It was now very quiet, something I hated.
"Alexa Play Chanel by frank ocean," the song softly began to play as I finished up the dishes. I wiped down the counter, and swept, before checking my air freshener plug-ins. They were semi full, so i made a mental note to stop by target and grab some refills.
"Tori, It's time to wake up mami," I said as I softly caressed her back. She was slumped and she had every right to be after all she went through last night.
"Mmhm mommy, please say it wasn't a dream. Tell me she was real?" She said as she sat up rubbing her big, beautiful eyes. I sighed and nodded stroking her soft curly hair.
"Yes mami, she was real. Speaking of her, G's gonna come by a little later to see you and baby brother okay?" She smiled real big and hugged me.
"Come in Mama, we gotta tell papa the good news!" She tried your run out before I stopped her.
"Ah ah ah, slow down mami, he's still sleeping okay. I need you to go brush your teeth and wash your face though, I'll have your clothes waiting for you on the bed okay?" She nodded and rushed to the bathroom. I chuckled as I pulled out a cute little Burberry top with some white leggings. I layed them out on her bed, along with her underclothes. I walked up to Kobe's room and to my suprise he was wide awake just straining the the mural on the ceiling.
"Buenos días Papi," I said as I picked him up and peppered kissed on his tiny cheeks.
"Did you sleep good Baby boy?" I cooed as I grabbed him a fresh onesie and diaper. He made a little noise, but nothing much. I buckled his onesie and snapped a picture for Instagram.
"Mommy I'm done, awe hi papa," Tori was in love with "her baby" as she would say.
"Come in mami, lets get you both some breakfast," I followed Tori to the kitchen, where she sat at the island waiting for her food. With one available had, I managed to pour her a bowl of cereal and than I sat next to her and proceeded to nurse Kobe.
"Mommy?"
"Yeah Baby?" I answered her as she swirled her spoon in her cereal.
"Why did Gigi lie to us. She made us think she was dead," I sighed and placed a sweet kiss on the side of her face.
"I wish I knew mami. Only Gigi can answer that though," we chilled for a little longer before my doorbell rang. I got a little shaky knowing it was her and as bad as I wanted to act like no one was home, Tori's bad ass opened the door.
"Dammnit Tor," I mumbled as I unlatched Kobe and fixed myself before burping him. Gianna walked in with Tori in her arms and some gift bags in her hands. I chuckled, did she really think she could just buy some gifts and this goes away? Tuh.
"Hey Nicki. That's him?" She asked in awe I nodded and held him out but she declined.
"I can't. I don't wanna drop him, or be too rough," I smacked my lips and placed him in her arms. She had a mini panic attack looking at the tiny human.
"God you look just like your mama," she wasn't lying either, Tori was a general mix of her donor and I, but Renzo, that's all me. He just had Gi's nose shape.
"Hi baby boy, I'm your mama,"
"Gigi, I missed you," Tori said as she pulled Gianna down to sit with her.
"Hi papas, hi baby," Tori cooed at her brother I chuckled at them.
"Tor Gigi and I need to talk, can you sit in here with Papa while we do that?" She nodded big and held her arms out for him.
"Uh un He can sit in his swing Tor, I won't be in here to watch you with him.
"Okay mommy,"Gianna placed him in his swing and followed me into the kitchen.
"Please let me speak before the questions I just really need you to know. I love you more than anything Onika. Your literally my best friend, my everything. I would die and go to hell and back for you! There's something's I haven't yet explained to you and I'm willing to get it all off my chest right here, right now," I fiddled with my fingers feeling the emotions wash me over.
"Yes Gi. Why did you do it? Why d-," I choked up for a bit as the cry got stuck in my throat, "why did you leave me?"

Beyoncé (Gianna) pov
I watched as her big glossy eyes stared me down and I couldn't lie to her any longer.
"Like I said I'd die for you, Tori, and Papa bear. Someone threatened to hurt you'll, as well as my family and who I'm sure you haven't yet met, my twin Bianka. All over something I never possessed. I couldn't let anything happen to you all. The worst part of it all, is that he was a dirty ass FBI agent. One word, and he could have me wherever he wanted me , jailed or actually dead. Nothing me, an ex juvie kid, could do about it. Trust me if it wasn't life or death, I would have stayed with you, I swear. I just had to do what was right and protect you all," she wiped the tears from her face and I sighed. The last thing I ever wanted to do was be the reason she cried.
"It was so hard Gi. So hard, after I had Kobe I thought about killing myself, a lot. Just to be with you again. To the point where Rih had to move in and I went to therapy EVERYDAY," she started off I let a few tears shed and reached out for her but she pulled away.
"Please don't. I don't want you to touch me,"I pulled her into my chest anyways and she let everything go.
"I thought I lost you," she wept into my chest. I held her tightly and slowly rocked side to side as I placed sweet kisses on the crown of her head.
"I'm so sorry baby, I promised I'm so sorry,"

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