The Reinforced Promise

Chapter 15: Lonley again

This chapter will be all in Americas POV

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AMERICAS POV:

I woke up to feel something hugging me tightly, it was warm and comfy. I turned my head to see who it was. It was Russia! I felt my face heat up immensely at that. I looked at everybody else and nobody was awake. I didn't want to wake anybody up, especially Russia. So I waited for his grip to loosen, or he'd let go. I managed to get an arm free, I checked the time on my phone. 5:36.

I walked over to the stairs waiting for everyone to wake up. I plugged my headphones into my phone. I started to draw while listening to music. It was going to be the ocean and a woman in the middle of the picture in a red tube, holding a drink in her left hand while holding her sunglasses on her face. Left leg kicked up and right one in the water. The sun hat would be red with a pink flower. The swimming suit would be a bikini and a cherry red color.

"What are you drawing?".

I flinched as I felt a hand on my shoulder. I showed him the picture I was finishing up. "Ooo! It looks great!" Russia said happily. I was slightly blushing, my cheeks tinted a light pink.

"Everybody!" Japan yelled, "Come to the kitchen!!". Russia got up first, but before I did he helped out a hand to help me. I smiled at him as I took the gesture. I saw him blush a little, I acted as though I didn't notice. We walked into the kitchen, Japan asking Venezuela and Cuba what they wanted. "Alright, Russia! What do you want!" She asked happily. " I don't care, I just want food! " he blurted out. "America what do you want?" She asked tilting her head a little. " U-uhhhh I'm not hungry........ " I answered looking at anything but her. "No! Your eating!" Canada raised his voice a little "we just found out about you talking...". He made a hand gesture. "Yeah Ame eat with us for once I can't remember you eating with us like ever" Russia added on. "Okay..." I said monotone.

Russia was helping me eat somehow by watching me. For every minute wasted of me not eating is him taking the fork and feeding me. He only did it once and I'm still flustered at that. Canada said for me to eat until I was full. I don't want to do that but two people are watching me.

After I was done they were happy that I ate something. I kind of felt sick, but I acted like nothing was wrong. I think I zoned out because Ukraine was waving a hand in front of my eyes. I looked at her, then around at everybody else. I slowly brought my knees up to my chest and hugged them. Russia pat me on the head and he stood up. "I'M GONNA GO LOOK IN AMERICAS SKETCH PAD!" Russia said pointing at me. I stood up, looked him directly in the eyes and ran. I grabbed my sketch pad and chucked myself on to the couch hugging it. "Oh my god, you so smol!" Cuba said. " your like an inch taller than me! " I looked at her. "Your the shortest little bean here!" Russia said, he kissed me on the forehead. I felt my cheeks heat up a lot. I hid my face behind my sketch pad. "awww!" I heard from the few other countries in the room, I blushed even more because of that.

We were all dressed for that day and out bags were by the door, all of us sitting on the couch talking. I was the one in the corner of the couch reading a book. I looked up and Russia was right in front of my face, "what'cha readin'?" He asked using a finger to put my book on my knees. "U-umm" I stuttered, "[insert book here]". I blushed a little. He took the book from me, "H-hey!" I yelled in an attempt to grab it from the taller country. "I wanna read it!" He said standing up, "OoOo! Magic~!" He winked at me. My cheeks heated up even more, so I cover my face in m hands. "Hey, America!" My brother called, "We have to go back to dad's house early" He pats me on the back. "Okay....." I nervously said. Russia handed me my book as I stood up. I nodded at him and I hugged him, "wish me luck..." I whispered at him. "Okay..." he said back. I walked away with a goodbye to my friends. Walking out the door my brother took my hand and started to walk faster to his house. "Why are we rushing?" I asked, "Because Father is going to be mad at us if we don't get there soon" he responded. Tensing up a little I started to get worried.

We got to our dad's house and unlocked the door. It was Australia, "Hey guys!" She waved stepping back to let us in. She closed the door, "So why did we have to go back here early?" Canada asked. "I have no clue!" Aussie said walking upstairs. Canada let go and walked into the living room. I looked around getting nervous again, I ran upstairs to my room. Quietly I closed the door and put my backpack on my bed. I went into the bathroom and stepped on the scale. 105 pounds!?!? I panicked a little when I realized eating breakfast made me gain a little. I frown at the thought of gaining more weight. I stepped off and went to the middle of my room. Lonely again.....

A few hours later it was dinner again and we still haven't seen or heard from dad. Canada came into my room, "hey..." He said softly, "Dinners ready if you're hungry..." he said. I nodded looking up at him. "you alright...?" he asked my stepping into my room. I shook my head no. "oh..." He looked down, "Wanna talk about it....?". "No..." I softly responded. "Oh.." Responding he backed away a little, "Okay...." He opened the door a little bit more. "goodnight then..." He said quietly. He closed the door.

I laid down and realized I'm Lonley again...

I sniffed.

And cried myself to sleep.

Lonely again...

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