The Reinforced Promise

Chapter 17: Wine

Hewo! UwU
THERE WILL BE DEPRESSING THINGS
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Americas POV:

I woke up to a loud TV noise coming from down stairs. I checked the time. 5:35. I yawned getting up and out of bed. I saw the blade I used to cut myself with, the corner popping out from the lamp. It was tempting, but I went downstairs instead.

I saw a lumpy blanket with my mom watching TV. She sat up and looked at me, "good morning mom!" I said happily to her. She stood up and poured herself some Madiera (wine) it has a lot of alcohol in it, but she drinks more then she's supposed to. "Go to the gym" she swirled her glass around, "fucking fatass" she walked into the kitchen after looking at me up and down. I felt tears prickle my eyes as the lump in my throat grew. I quickly went to my room. I closed the door and lifted my night stand lamp up. Reavealing the blade. Staring at it I made sure no body could hear me.

I cut.

One....

Two...

Three....

A cut for every imperfection, for every body who doesn't love me. For me who doesn't love me.

Pain. Sharp pain go I g through out my body with the fresh marks covering my stomach and arms. I ran to get bandages from the closet out side, by Australia's room. I made sure I was quiet so nobody would suspect anything. Drips of blood were forming around my stomach and arms. I quickly wiped some of the blood off of each place I cut and wrapped it with the bandages.

I was outside walking in the rain with my siblings. "America you look tired..." Australia said putting a hand on my shoulder. "Yeah Ame you do" Canada said. "Oh I just had a light sleep last night!" I said trying to look and sound as honest as possible. "Oh okay..." Aussie said, while Canada nodded.  I started to rub my arms in pain. The bandages have a lot of blood on them. We got to the school gates. We had to go inside the gym today because it was raining so much.

I was sitting in the corner of the gym alone, until I see a pair of feet in front of me. I looked up and saw Russia. "Russia!" I yelled standing up and giving him a big hug. "Hey cutie!" He said happily. My cheeks heated up a lot at that, I looked away " I'm not cute! " I crossed my arms. He kissed me on the forehead "yes you are" he walked away after saying that. I looked at him walking back to some of his friends. My cheeks heating up I looked down at the ground and covered my face in my hands. My face heated up more. I heard the bell ring and I stared to run to the door. 

I was the first one in my first period class, and I was calming myself dwon after Russia kissed me. People sarted to rush inside of the classroom, some not wanting to be late. "Okay class settle down!" Mr. Peru said walking to the front of the classroom "Do your Warm-ups! we are going to have a test today!". I looked up from my paper to the front of the classroom. A test! Oh no!. I looked at the clock, 46 minutes after the Warm-up I have to work on the test! He passed the tests out and told us to start once we got them. I really didn't want to take the test I'm not feeling okay. It was two pages of things we have learned this past Unit. I looked at the first question and we had to answer A, B, C, or D. We had to do a short essay for the second question.                              About half way into the class period I checked the time to make sure I have enough time to finish. I had a bout 27 minutes left and I has one more page to do. Most if my pages are filled with doodels I drew while thinking up an answer. 

I was finally finished with the test! I got up and turned it into the basket. I sat down and started to read my book. Untill class ended. 

~Time skip UwU~

Russias POV:

It was lunch time and I'm looking around for America, I saw him the the corner table alone with his head down. I walk over there and put my tray down. "Hey Ame you alright?" I asked sitting down. He nodded his head yes. "Where is your lunch?" I asked him. He shrugged. I hugged him, "you know you can tell me what wrong right?" I asked him, "Im always there for you!". I got him to lift his head up. His eyes were red and puffy from crying. I hugged him "America whats wrong!" I asked. "My mom- When I woke up- she was drunk" He stutterd, "and then- she told me to go to the gym- because I'm fat, and she was... aggressive when she said it" He said hugging me back. "you can come to my house after school if you want to" I said rubbing his back. "O-okay...." He said.                                                                                                                                                                    We went out side after lunch and we satarted to walk around. I felt a small hand connect to mine. I looked down and he was holding my hand. I was blushing, thinking about him. I kissed him on the head again. He looked away blushing.  The bell rung signaling for us to go inside. 
"I'm glad we have next period together..." America smiled. "Yeah... me to" I pat him on the head, and headed to my locker.  

Canadas POV:

I wasn't so happy today... My mom was drunk this morning and got into another fight with our dad.... I really hate it, but poor America is taking it really hard. Sometimes when I wake up I hear soft sobs coming from.his room at night. Mother scolds him for not bringing the right wine home or keeping the hose clean while she's out.  She cares about wine more than us now.... I'm happy that Austrailia hasn't been affected by this too much. New Zealand's unhappy.  I've tried to get her to stop drinking wine and getting drunk of if it, but she won't listen.

I got to see Ukraine today! She called me cute! I already feel my cheeks heating up. Its already night and America has sent cried yet, I think....
Anyways ill always be there for
Him. I hope he knows that.....
Mom is still drinking that wine, she got two new bottles if it. When I came home she was chugging a bottle in the kitchen. She had no balance and looked wasted. So I hid in my room for the rest of the day.

She hits us every time we say no... It sucks.

My eyes started to feel heavy. I walked to my bed and layer on top of it until I get asleep.

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Heyyyyy
Sorry this chapter took so long to post!!
I have a lot of school work and I have to go to practice for swim team every day!

I hope you enjoyed!!