The sky is purple
It's raining outside
The stormy clouds
Have covered my mind
Something I have
It's called my fear
I'm crying now
I'm drowning in tears
"I'm scared!" I say
"Just go away!"
"But I really need you... "
"Well what am I suppose to do!?"
Years have past
My fear is still there
Following me around
It's everywhere
"It's just a phase"
"It'll pass by"
I just can't wait
Until I die
I have problems
They stick by my side
And my fear is the reason
I attempt suicide
It happened again
For the second time
A change, oh no!
I'm once again blind..
The fear takes control
It infects my veins
It makes me want
To shoot my brains
One person knows
He figured it out
I trust him though
There is no doubt
He helped me out
He cares a lot
He makes me laugh
He's all I've got
My fear still hidden
Haven't told him yet
He won't judge
And I won't regret
But I can't help but wonder
If he's any like the others
I'll still hold back
It's annoying, really, I'll tell you that
What I will say
Is that today
I lost control
And felt lost to the soul
I felt weak, confused, and scared
I felt like nobody ever cared
I don't want to talk
Because I'm scared
The reason is dumb
And it has been shared
I still won't speak
I'll just tell the guy
He tell me that
I shouldn't hide
So now I'm better
Now what's left to say
Is I thank you so much
My dear friend BUHLOCKAY
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A/N
I'm sorry
That pic was on my snap
I thought it was pretty
It was purple <3
Like violet 💜
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Just Words and Thoughts all in a Mix
PoetryI suck at writing so don't judge me for these (￣ω￣;) Why are you even gonna read this??? There are other books more interesting than this! :P
