F R A G M E N T S Laid Out

wow.

How do I start, well.....
I'm scared honestly,
I don't know how they'll react,
I don't know why
I feel like I do.
Why,
All this is new to me,
I know I could,
But I'm too scared.
When can I think for myself?
Is it wrong to feel the way I do?
What is happening?
What's the bigger picture here?
My heart is crying.