𝙏𝙤𝙤 𝙋𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙮 𝙁𝙤𝙧 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙏𝙧𝙖𝙥 | 𝗡𝗕𝗔 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗚𝗕𝗢𝗬

Seventeen

Kentrell grabbed Syné by the throat pressing his fingers against it, choking her. His lips going to hers, passionately kissing her a few times his grip tightened and she gasped allowing Kentrell to slip his tongue into her mouth, she was enjoying it until his hand slowly went up her skirt to her underwear causing her to panic and jump away.

The last few months had been hard for the both of them with the Break in, rape and abortion. Syné still wasn't ready to have sex again with Kentrell or even be touched in that way, of course Kentrell understood and didn't force her to do anything she wasn't comfortable with they took it a day at a time. Each day she eased into it more and more but couldn't bring herself to go through with it no matter how much she wanted it. "I'm sorry" she bit her lip nervously as his grip loosened on her neck and he moved away.

"I told you stop saying that shit, yeen gotta be sorry. I understand" he told her getting up from the bed and throwing his shirt back on, Syné sat up fixing her dress back properly sitting and watching him. She felt bad for him "i know baby but I can't help but feel bad, what if I never get back to that stage again... you don't want no girl who don't even want sex" she felt a tear slip from her eye at the thought. 

Kentrell turned to face her knitting his brows together "Ay baby, stop saying that shit. I want you and I'm willing to wait till you comfortable enough to want me to foreal, ian trippin' on nothing. Yeah I'm a nigga and have needs but being with you is enough for me don't ever feel like that" he assured her pulling her into his chest and hugging her tightly, everything he was saying was true and he meant it.

"I love you.." Syné felt it was right to say, over the few months she really was falling in love with him and she was ready to tell him. Kentrell wasn't shocked or taken back by it either he smiled feeling happy she finally said it because truth is he'd been wanting to say it for the longest but didn't want to scare her off "I love you too baby girl" he kissed her on the forehead they stayed like that for a few more moments before they had to get ready to go over to Skylar and Ben's house.

"Say Syné you gon' meet the rest of my brothers today" kentrell smirked walking out of the bathroom seeing Syné sitting in her towel on her phone, she looked up. "Really? How many brothers you got" she laughed thinking about Ben.

"A few, they my brothers from childhood only real niggas I trust" he told her walking over to his closet looking for something to wear. "But what you wearing today?" He asked wanting her to hurry and get ready.

"I don't know is it a causal thing or is it—" he cut her off "it's a causal thing bae, hurry yo' ass up" he said pulling his pants up impatiently. It took Syné almost over an hour to get dressed and do her hair and a subtle makeup look.

...

"How the fuck you pronounce yo' name sis?" The boy with the big ears named Kd asked Syné, they had just met and Syné and Kd were already the best of friends she loved his goofy personality. "Sin-nay" she broke it down for him and he nodded slowly repeating it.

"Damn ion know how Kentrell dumb ass know how to say yo' name he can barely speak properly" Kd jokingly said making Syné burst out laughing. "Stop playing with my baby, he can speak properly"

"Aight" Kd simply nodded knowing damn well he couldn't. Kentrell was in the kitchen with Ben, Boomer, 3Three, Baby Joe and Montana discussing some shit. "They asses bet not be talking bout what I think They is" Kd got up quickly not wanting to miss out on the conversation Syné laughed watching him join in the conversation.

Looking around she saw Skylar talking to Jasmine and Isabel, she frowned hating that Jasmine was here she couldn't stand to look at the bitch. "Syné come on over here" Isabel smiled warmly calling her over, she sighed before walking over to them. "Hey" she said to Skylar and Isabel purposely leaving Jassmine out. Jasmine noticed but still said hey to her anyways even if she wasn't speaking to her.

"I'm so sorry about what happened to you" Jasmine randomly blurted our making Syné freeze up, how did that bitch know and why was she bringing it up? Skylar chewed her lip knowing Jasmine fucked up. Isabel stayed quiet minding her business. Syné slowly looked at Jasmine "I don't need your sorry, I'm good as you can see. Please don't bring that shit up to me ever again, I don't need to be reminded about it" she told the girl trying to be as nice as possible. Jasmine just nodded.

"Anyways I have some news to share with you girls, I wanted you all over here so I could tell you all together" Skylar smiled widely more than excited to finally share the news. "Tell us bitch, what is it?" Isabel smirked waiting to be told.

"I'm pregnant.." Skylar said proudly Syné felt sick to her stomach hearing this, she immediately started to feel guilty again about what she did a month ago. "Congratulations I'm so happy for you and Ben!" Jasmine said hugging Skylar along with Isabel. Syné smiled too "Congrats sky, I'm happy for you" Syné really was happy for Skylar even if it didn't look like she was, she was just processing everything.

Skylar noticed Synés mood shift but didn't say anything because she already knew. "Thank you, I find out what I'm having next week yall wanna come with me since Ben is going to be out of town" she looked around at her friends. "Of course you know I'm down, I hope you having a little girl" Isabel clapped her hands. "Me too" Skylar replied.

Syné went into a daze blanking out everyone and was alone with her thoughts until Kentrell came up behind her hugging her from behind, coming out of the daze she noticed it was just her and Kentrell and everyone else was in the kitchen. "You good?" He whispered in her ear she nodded "I'm fine" she told him lying.

"'Nawl yeen good baby girl, Skylar told me" he pulled her to the side, holding her waist. "She told you she's pregnant?" Syné sniffled and he nodded "i know how you feeling girl, I understand" he told her. "You do? I feel so bad for doing what I did, I should of listened to you" she tried not to cry, he pulled her into his chest comforting her. "Shit happens bae, we gotta learn to move past that aight? Don't blame yourself"

"Okay" she sniffled into his chest once again. "You wanna Leave?" He asked noticing how upset she was she cleared her throat nodding "Please, I'm sorry but I just want to be at home in bed right now" she explained. "Aight I'll meet you in the car" he handed her the keys and she left without saying another word to anyone, Kentrell explained to them that Syné wasn't feeling too well and they had to leave and that he'd hit them up tomorrow.

"You aight?" Kentrell asked Syné once he got in the car seeing her head resting on the window "Mhm" she simply replied before turning back to daydream. Kentrell drove them both home, once they arrived Syné walked off inside leaving kentrell alone outside he shook his head once before following her inside. Syné was upstairs in the bathroom crying, she hated feeling so depressed and useless she felt like everything triggered her these days and she couldn't reciprocate the love Kentrell was showing her all in all, she felt like a bitch.

"Syné? Where you at" he called out for her once he came into their room, Syné sniffled once before replying "whatchu lock the door for, Open up" he knocked the door once waiting for it to be opened it took her a few moments before she did so. "What's wring, why you hiding in here baby girl?" He asked leaning against the wall, she went to sit on the toilet seat.

"I hate myself right now Trell, for everything" she told him as tears fell, kentrell went to stand in front of her "none of that shit was your fault bruh, stop blaming yourself" he ordered. "I can't help but blame myself baby, I made the decision to get an abortion no one else. It was me, I'm sorry. What if it was your baby? What if I can't ever have kids again, I've ruined my future" she continued to cry in Kentrells arms he didn't know what to reply to her so he just held her for a little while "Ion blame you if you ain't know that, we gon' have a family together in the future don't put them thoughts in yo' head Syné. What's done is done bae, we gotta move on"

Syné wiped her tears with the help of Kentrell before nodding and taking in his words, soon enough they went to lay down falling sleeping in each others arms