Fuck Friends

The party

And again^

We arrive at the party after 20 minutes of awkward silence. Once we get in a bunch of football players walk up.
"Bro come with us we're playing spin the bottle," one of them say. He just looks down at me and I told him it was ok. Once he left I walk to the kitchen only to see one of my friends Emily who grabbed my arm and forced me to play spin the bottle with their group of friends after I drank a few shots and started feeling buzzed I agreed.
The second I get there I only see a few blurry figure waiting on me to sit.
"Ok so since Allison is the last one here she gets to spin first," Veronica says cheerfully.
I spin the bottle and it lands on a very blurry version of Brandon.
"Now you have the choice of making out or telling one of your deepest secrets to all of us."
I chose to make out, so I walk over to Brandon and sit down only to feel his bulge, I looked up at his face and winked.
In the middle of our makeout sesh I hear a yell, " Ok you guys that's enough."
I look at Ryan surprised and angry.
"Ok let's carry on then I say winking at Ryan."
We continued the game a few more time before I spun again and it landed on... Ryan?
I get up and walk over to him and before I knew it he smashed his lips to mine.
When things started to get heated he picked me up and sat me down on a nearby table.
When we finally break lose to catch our breathe I look up at his eyes and see a weird look in his eyes almost like happiness, no it's it's... love? No it can't be were just friends he would never think of me as anything more than a friend, or at least I think so.
He looks at me and just walks off with his head hanging low. I wanted to chase after him but all I could do was sit there. After a moment I jump up and run to him grabbing his arm and spinning him around.
"Why... why do you do this to me it's almost as if you like me, but you don't all you do is tease me and I hate it, when I looked into your eyes I thought I seen love but I guess all it was, was hate." I look at him and just run out the room crying.
I hear a faint Allison in the distance but I couldn't stop not now, especially now that he knows how I feel.
     I bump into someone and fall.
     Once I look up I see a blonde girl looking at me worriedly, but then she smiles.
     " hi my name's Summer it's very nice to meet you."
"Hi mines Allison sorry I'm crying if you would just give me a moment," I told her fairly smiling.
"So why were you crying earlier," she asked me as we walked around outside.
" well you see I've been best friends with a guy for as long as I can remember and I caught feelings for him the second I met him, I mean if you met him I feel like you would too, he's everything anyone could ever want, he's charming, sweet, and he's always there for you like no other."
She just smiles and nods telling me to continue.
"Well tonight we all decided to play spin the bottle together and the bottle landed on him, but the bad thing is after we made out he just looked at me and ran off and before that when I looked in his eyes I thought I seen love but it turns out that's not how he felt at all."
The second I look up she grabs me and gives me a real tight hug.
"It's ok you'll be fine just give him time and look I really don't wanna have to leave like this but my ride is right there and is about to leave but here, here's my number," she said handing me a slip of paper, " call me if you need anyone to talk to."
Once she left I decided to just walk home since my ride obviously isn't going to. Once I get home I grab out the ice cream and a spoon then run to my room to catch up on one of my favorite Netflix shows, "Stranger Things."
      After a few episodes I slowly drifted to sleep.
    

*Authors note*

Sorry you guys for not updating for awhile I've been really busy with school and got a little discouraged because I think my book is turning out horrible but if I get at least one comment saying y'all like it I will start updating a lot more from here on out.
Thank you all for taking your time and reading my book... and sorry for the small chapter