The kitchen sink starts running as it hit the metal on the bottom and goes into the endless drain. I was just standing there looking at it not giving a care to the world. It just seems like at this point in my life it gets the same. No one to talk to and no one to care for but I knew that was a lie. I am just putting my self down since I know if I try something different than someone will come and 'fix' me as if I am the broken sink. Later I was now in my room looking at the door not really knowing what I want from it. Did I want someone or something to open it and come inside and hug me? No why would I want to make people deal with this problem. I just want to know why can't I just let this out of my head. It's been years since I first encountered this problem and now look at me. Almost grown and still worry about the first impression and it's all due to a kid who could not even hear anything because of their brain only selective hears stuff. How was I expose to know that hitting him on the head would make it worse? Fuck... I just want to give up on this. I don't always have to be right, do I? It seems like I do but all I want is to be happy and the only way to even do that anymore is to be nice to people and allow them to go screw up and yell at you for screwing up as well. The doorbell rings as I yelled for someone to open it but remembered they probably had work today so I walked to the door and looked into the peek hole to find that one dog from the other day. Seasalt I believe, right?
I open the door and he waves me a hello before I moved over to let him come in. From what I can see Kyle is nowhere to be found so it was only me and his friend.
"Hello, sorry but I am the only one home today so it might be boring. Ok?'
Responding late from a slight dazzling sight at something made him finally answered. " sorry I was just thinking about something and well that's not the point. You see me and my roommate Kyle are known for our service and I wanted to come to you before you hear rumors that are not true."
"Is it that bad?"
"Yes in a way you can say having sex for cash is bad but that's not the problem. It's that people hate Kyle for some odd reason and well it does hurt his feelings being called high class donkey or salve owner when it's not true."
"So I see."
"What do you mean (Y/N)?"
"Well, you are telling me this right to the point so it means you have talked to people like this a lot more than you would like to say. It must be horrible having to tell people this news."
"You knew all that from how I talk?"
"Well, of course, I do haha. For the whole sex thing don't worry as long as you're not having sex with children then I am fine with it. Got to make money somehow right?"
"That's good to hear because what we can move straight on to the real topic at hand."
"What do you mean by that?"
"Kyle wants to have sex with you and videotape it."
I didn't speak for a moment as I felt my body shake. What the hell is wrong with them both. I am open with people being poly and fuck for some money but I have standards.
"It seems I have shocked you. Don't worry the others had this same reaction as well. So are you in?"
The others? Is everyone in this town having sex with each other? Well, I best be making Seasalt leaving. I don't want to talk about using my body to be used like that. I got up and smiled as best as possible.
"Well thank you Seasalt but I have to go to work. How about we talk later ok?"
"Oh.. Oh sure. Let me just get out of your way."
I opened the door to see Kyle at it and about to ring the doorbell.
"Oh hello, Kyle. Nice to see you around" I said trying to play it cool. I don't know if Kyle is involved with this plan but let's hope me acting stupid will get him an idea that Seasalt never told me the question.
"Sup, I was looking for Seasalt and thought he would be here."
"Sorry, Kyle I was getting to know (Y/N) here that I forgot we had work today. Well, see you soon (Y/N)."
As soon as that they both left far enough to allow me to shut the door and lay my head on the door to realize what's going on here. I can't believe Seasalt would have asked me to take part in this problem. I can't believe I didn't tell him no at the start of this. I looked up at the peephole before walking back to my room. Maybe a shower and making dinner could be a good choice to end today. I honestly don't want to work today. I am not in the best state of mine left alone able to handle what just happened as I walked to the bathroom and felt a pain in my head causing me to blackout.
