You Only Live Once

Love for Life

They say a cat has nine lives. Although many described me as having feline characteristics, the skills of escaping death seemed to be what we shared most in common. Less than two hours ago, Wayne left me for dead with a bullet to the chest and my baby dead.

"Baby, can you hear me?" August asked as I slowly began coming out of my daze. His face was blurry.

"August, is that you?"

"Yeah, baby im right here."

"Oh my gosh! Our baby August, Our baby " I said reaching for my stomach rising up.

"No Miracle sit back, Please dont worry about our baby  we 'll talk about that later, You're still weak. The doctor believes you should make a full recovery, but you have to relax.

"I cant believe I pulled through. I thought this was it for me." I said straining my voice.

" I know Miracle its a blessing you survive that bullet but im very disappointed about my baby not making it, but we will talk about this later when you get better and home with youre husband, And I promise you I will be right here beside you day and night." August said puting his hands on his face.

For the next four weeks I basically slept,rested and had physical therapy twice a week to help regain my upper body strength. Just as he promised August never left my side.

"Goodmorning." I had just woken up, and as always August was the first thing I laid my eyes on.

"Hi, baby . How are you feeling?" he asked while holding my hand.

" August Im feeling fine Im just ready to get the fuck out this bitch."

"I see you pull through real good cause you becoming your self again "

" Of course im Miracle, but I will becoming my self when I get the mother fucker who put that bullet threw my chest and killed my child. " I said ready to beat a mother fucker down for this scar on my chest an my child.

" Baby its going to be okay, I talked to the police about the vehicle and the scene. They are going to be on it, so I dont need you to be that old Miracle, the one I met 3 years ago."

" Look August its not going to be okay!, I got this scar on my chest thats going to be here for the rest of my life, I dont have my baby girl with me right now, I could be lookin right into her precious eyes right now but instead Im siting in this dirty ass hospital with my husband telling me to dont go street style with the motherfucker that did this to me and you." I said raising my voice

" I know! Miracle you got me and thats all you need! Besides me, you have nobody-" I cut him off not caring what he had to say.

"August Im not ready sit here and talk to you about my life, Im ready to go the fuck home. And how is the house lookin."

"The house doing good Ma, The girls still doing what they do to bring home the money and the boys still be working in the trap house. ' Oh and actually Smokey and Cal on there way over there to see you.

" Thats nice"

As me and August were still talking, the doctor came in and told me I pull through from my recovery and that I can go home. A smiled apealed on my face because I was ready to go home and handle business with Wayne ass. Wayne was my exboyfriend back and the day and my first. When he found out that I wanted him dead on the street, He try to take me out first. But do he not knows I survived and Ready to finish what I started with his ass!